answers

in the wind as it blows
reminding me of Your presence
of how You answer prayers and never stop answering them
im thankful for Who You are
for Your extravagent love

thank You for her
for answering so many prayers we've made
for each other for us for how far we;ve come
why do i find it so hard to trust
the One who'd do so much to save me
why do i have to go through so much
before i know if i can marry her

yet these answers i know not
not now not ever perhaps.
see us thruough i pray
thank You for her recorded prayers
that have been answered!
for the joy we shared
with You

the changes in my heart
oh how much You can do through one person
the answers to my cries
to prayers and hopes
thank You for Your love...

Prayer

dear Lord this prayer i make to You
for you answer for You can change and comfort
hear me now in this time of need

and i pray that You will change me
so that You will be glorified
thank You for her sincere love
Father forgive me for the times i've failed her
for not leading her to Your will but leading into sin
help me to be who You want me to be
to be able to listen and not cut off
to be able to humbly learn from her
how to love her, to guide her in Your truths
to be a man for You and not for the world

Christ please pour out Your grace and love
to love her as You would
to romance and court and to respect
to embrace and appreciate to surrender all to You
walk by our sides and protect, keep us from sin
may we glorify You.

theres so much i do not know,
about You, about her, i cant even name all her favourite foods
Lord that You may change me for Your glory
to crucify my old self to You
and bless all the words that i speak to her
may You bless her and help me to listen better
to hold her hand but not to hold her down
to suggest and be decisive but not to force her to submit
to be there for her and not to take her for granted
to love her and to readily forgive and not to count the cost
to accept and not to compare
to bless with all that i can say and all i shouldnt

thank You for hearing, for loving
even though You know full well how i really am, better than myself..


in Jesus' name,
amen....

in the sounds of life or in silences
when im at rest or busying it doesnt feel the same
without you
i've got a piece of me with you
and it dont feel right when ure away. come back soon
its like my hearts not right, not complete, in two

no hours can ever satisfy, i need you
more than the phonecalls, more than cards and candlelights
more than the kisses, hugs and holding,
i need you for all you are
you are in my heart
ever alive even when ure away.

darling hold on, ull be home son
dun let the winds get to you,
let your soul take refuge in Him alone
find your peace, your strength, your faith
in a God who let His Son die for you and me

in rain or scorching sun
i pray you'll give thnks
in all circumstances abide in Him

i love u and i pray i'll learn to be like Him
to do as He does, to represent Him better
may i be more understanding, loving and patient
i wanna build my home with you!

7 days without you

these seven days i hope they fly by
wish they never had to even come
knocking on my door, i'll have to let them in
somehow today right now, even if i dont
(u know i dont want to) they'll come right in

im so in love with you, theres so much to look forward to.
these seven days without you, i hope they wun be hard on you
i aint crying now, i just miss u so. dun worry about me
i'll be praying for u, worrying too.
come home soon my dear

seven days without you
no calls leser direction, i'll be counting down with gladness
each day brings me closer to you
to the hugs and kisses i long for
to the person, the wonderful young lady i feel in love with

hold on tightly to your faith, pray hard, enjoy the trip
be yourself, be careful, i'll be right here
waiting for u

breath of fresh air

you're like a breath of fresh air,
amidst the cold dust skies
you light up my life, pointing
me to the Way, the Truth, and the Life

may God bless you with all u need,
lifes not really fair all the time but
He's in control, may you know Him better
my live, the love of my life.

you're the best ive had, a great blessing
the silver lining that shines from the dark couds
thank you for giving your best
no one, no one compares to u!
my breath of fresh air

dont go

dont get on the plane
please dun walk up it
i dun want you to go
never ever leave

but i know this is necessary
u need to do what needs to be done
but i still wish u din have to go
come home soon, come home soon
i'll be waiting right here for you

dont fly away to a land far far away
no matter how near its the furthest
i love u and i wish u never had to leave
dont go, dont go oh please dont go

its so far away, oh i wish u could stay
hold my hand and a hug or two
u make my life much more beautiful
i love u, ure beautiful.

i love u and i want whats best
im glad uve decided to do something good
but i wish it din have to invovle u going away
leaving on a striped aeroplane
dont go, dont go, i'll worry and pray
hope and wait

till u fly and land here safely..

till u fly and land here...

safely..

be careful ok?

cant see myself without you

not another day without your touch
not another hour by myself
not another minute without thoughts of you
of dreams of a future of a vision
of love of romance of you

not another day without you
cant see myself without you
this highway we're on aint right
without you by myside

the sun has its sky
music has its place in hearts
you're in my heart
and i cant see myself without you

first time

oh how it feels like the first time everytime
and how fresh and new, refreshingly familiar
comforting and reassuring, i love you
every kiss that i look forward to
given to me its more than the first time

the walks and time, oh it doesnt matter
if its spent in silence, with the winds
or under starry skies, its beautiful
especially so when spent with you

its like the first time, everytime
the way u look at me, in my eyes
and how the feelings seem new
everytime, everytime.

the way you say i love you
from the bottom of your heart,
and how your actions prove it true
im so in love with you

room in my heart

this room youve taken
im glad ure comfortable
do as u see fit, ure my mirror
uve made me a better man
and for u im thankful

the cold has been warmed
and in the storm theres shelter
proper direction to Jesus
some old files have been thrown out
memories and hurts sorted out
take a break, rest here
u deserve it for all youve done

the carpets been laid, fire lit in
the fireplace, im glad ure at home
i hope ull never leave
may u always be here
more corners lie for u to discover
corners i never knew existed
but only to happy to share with u

and on the wall, theres a picture of you and me
there're memories of held hands, videos of first times
sweet moments captured, and dreams of a bright future
i cant wait to marry you, i dream of you
stay oh stay, in thise room in my heart

i love u, i really really do
and i'd rather do nothing with you
than something without here
im a work half done but God's
used u to make me better
cant find a dust ball, the place's tidier
roses and a garden, ive never been better

stay stay stay,
in this room in my heart
make yourself at home,
can i get you a drink?