You healed the wounds, the scars and the brokeness
what can i do but to praise You
i adore You and here i worship You
even if everything i have everything
it wouldnt be an offering enough
for what you desire, is a broken and contrite heart

for here i am, ready to be used, i wanna know You better
no matter what it takes, let me walk by faith.

even in darkness, in tears, that i may trust You
pour Your grace upon us, to trust when emotions and feelings tell us otherwise
that the rain may not make us lose sight of You
You are all we need, You will provide
You are faithful, true and worthy

Praise be to You, for mercies are yours, and You give, and You take away.
Praise be to You, for Your grace and comfort in such times
Praise be to You for giving a commmon vision
Praise be to You for Your word.

hallelujuah!

song

this song i sing, one of hope, patience and long suffering
our song for now changing in tune every now and then
i sing it when ure not right here with me
hoping, cherishing and waiting for you

its beautiful and it gets better each day.
sometimes it goes out of tune, sometimes it rocks
but always its a good song to sing
in my heart, always, singing our song.

one of persevereance, trials, temptations
but one of Christs victory over all
one of love, forgiveness, beauty, love
romance, changes, and a wonderful teamwork.

i wish i knew more, so much more
so that i could understand
and know and never hurt
but then, i wdnt need God

i must i must, trust and believe
His peace, He is more than enough.
please bless her, i still love her
i dont noe everything, i dont understnad
but i still love her so.

through the pain that i feel
it cuts so deep in this heart of mine
breaking and shattering, bringing so many questions to mind
wondering how she is doing, want to reach out and touch her once again

through the loneliness i feel
i dont have many friends
so few that i can turn to
nothing to ocupy myself with

but i look up to You, to see Your hand
oh the nail pierced hands, and the silence falls
how i wish, for a miracle, for Your grace
to wash away our pain. i hope we can start anew

im still waiting for you, even though its hard
the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
theres so much more to you, so much more i wanna know
i dont believe in chances or coincidences
we are together for a reason, some of them i cant comprehend

i still want to hold onto your hand
and get lost in those eyes of yours
im still holding on, not for what you can give
but its for you, just to know you better

He is still faithful and i still wanna hold onto Him
even when im weak and losing grip, He catches me
comforts me through this pain and suffering
when im sinking in the stormy water
He reaches out once again.

when the sounds and noises and voices come to silence
when the night falls when loneliness sets in
You are there, You provide, and im satisfied
You know, You care, and im glad You've provided for her, for me, for us,
You've provided her, comforting and strengthening me thruogh her

i fall on my face, i am amazed, by Your grace and mercy
how and why do You still love me, even in times i turn away from You
dont the cuts still sting? dont they remind You of Your time on the cross
when i sin, when i reject in thoughts, in actions and lie and pretend

i forget You so easily, yet Your word and presence shout out around me
i tire so easily, my heart weary from waiting and hoping that Your promises come true
crawling is all i can do, if i even want to, i feel the rocks and sand tear away flesh
i reach out to hold, Your outstretched hand. i listen, to Your soothing voice
i feel the pain, i want to press on, in the wintery season, i refuse to be bitter

washing down in rain, give me Jesus, give me Yourself, i need You in this dark hour
i will seek until i find, even though i am sick, even though i find no meaning
i will.

im here, not by myself,
One who hears and knows
healed and renewed, ready to face whats to come
with her right now

but He holds me back, commands me to "be still"
saying she's not ready, and theres more for me to learn
what about tomorrow? or whats to come, surely now's the time
"trust Me", the voice that created me, louder than the rushing waves
spoken gently, seldom the answers come, He offers Himself
"wait on Me", from the voice who spoke the heavens into place
this is Who i will trust

i want to go and be with her, i dont understand whats going on
"but I do", and my soul is held together by His peace, by the nail scarred hands
"I know what's best", our future is intact, protected, and i wait
restless at times, even now, in His awesome presence,
but He still loves me and accepts, even with the many flaws sin has brought about

and even though tears threaten to drown me, with a heart that wants to break
and a mind not strong enough to hold on, He comes in, "do not be afraid"
"I am here", washing away my worries, calming my soul, leading me
to refreshing waters, to streams of living water, He holds me again

watching over us, i trust, in Him, i believe in His unfailing love
He listens and understands all we go through, so here i wait
even though i do not understand, event hough i want things to happen now
i wait, lying in His arms. and i believe, i hope, and i trust in You
for her!

someone tell her

someone tell her, she's loved, so so much
she's worth it, the most beautiful i've ever known
someone tell her, christ has done so much
and will not ever stop. nail pierced hands
beautiful voice, calling, holding onto her
keeping her together even as the storm tries to tear her apart

someone tell her, i'll wait for her, through these days
its not easy but im holding on, by His grace, on the edge
someone tel her i love her so, with arms wide open
digging deeper, into His strength, falling into His arms

Dear God

i dont know what is happening
please give me the words
i dont know where to start
my heart cries, cries out for comfort
for You. and i still want to praise You
even if its ever so weakly, even if tears blur my vision
please hold my heart together
dear God, help me through this wait
i cant wait i cant wait, i wanna last
please dear Lord....help me to believe.

what do you do

what do you do when u miss someboday
when your special somebody needs that time
its cold at night and i miss her warmth
winter please go away, leave me alone

what do you do, when your heart doesnt know what to do
i know i wanna be with her, wish i could say it out loud
i dont know what to do, but to wait here with my arms wide open

what can i do now, when al i can do is pray and trust
human hearts scream action, for now now now
but i will wait, even though its hard, even if
my heart screams for action, i will wait

what do i do now, i say to myself, God is good.
i pray, feebly, crying in secret, to God
and i believe, i trust He knows whats best
even if the path He led me on, has tears and scars

dont worry

about love or how much to give, to receive
dont worry, i love you as you are
trust, take that step, may God guide you
dont worry, dont you worry.

im here, i'll do my best, to listen, to love
to cherish, to hold and to wait
oh oh the hardest part is to wait
but i do it for love

and i know it'll be worth it,
i dun care what the world has to say
i've seen how yo really are
im sorry for hurting you
and i forgive you, always, always

one night, that night, i hope
you'l fall into my arms, i'll wait
wait for you, dont worry about love
i love u, in all the essences of the words

dont worry, dont worry.

the wait

the wait, this break, tonight
everyday, coming to pass
on this july, this august
the wait, worthwhile
for love, for you
the reassurance, the wait
the encouragement, the lessons learnt
devotion, commitment.

the wait, i'll wait.
to talk, to meet, to be patient
to wait, the wait, to wait.

what would you do, the prince of peace
killed violently, is t only a tragedy?
a care and concern for all thats happend in life

what would you do, when the one which the world is sustained by
gets crucified by those he created and loves
the nails the scar the piercing
the mockery

what would you do, the saviour has risen
glorified and exalted, almighty
coming again soon, and he's knocking on your door,
what would you do.

Lion Of Judah

how could You such holiness
love us, this mystery, this world
we even though we accept Your truths
beating upon Your brest, the Lion of Judah

the voice who sustains, calls me by name
and i stand in awe, my knees buckle in front of You
in this pain, in this suffering, i find You again,
by my side, hands holding mine
saying softly, "It'll be alright"
that same voice that breathed life, that brings order

in this storm, You call me, out of safety
out of this shelter i have made for myself
wanting the best for me, caring and loving
its not about me, but all about You.

Lion Of Judah, Jesus Christ, why do You love me
i see my fingerprints on Your scars, on that flogged back.
Lion of Judah, Creator, Sustainer, You let me do this to You.

the knowledge the wisdom the love, the mystery
captivate my heart once again, i will praise You
i fall and worship, humbled, saddened, raised
there is never enough words, not enough gifts

keep me in, in Your love and comfort
Lion Of Judah.

why must it be so hard
the long road to being like You
time is such a constraint, i cant wait for eternity
mistakes and wounds that heal too slowly
for life to return to normalcy

let me press on in You, not wishing time away
strengthen my legs that i may walk with you
that i may fly above the storms
but even if i get caught n them
strengthen me, that i may praise you in them

speak to me, renew me, restore my hearing
that i may hear, redirect my steps, that they may be in line with Yours
i praise your name, for your name is above all names

when i am weak, you are strong,
when i fail, you carry me,
when i am weak, your grace is sufficient
when i am in pain, you soothe my heart...

thank you for your love so sincere
for ready admissions of weaknesses
and how you care and love me so

here we are standing together still
its been one amazing journey
one i'll gladly continue with you
may i learn to be a better person
for God, for you.

may God be praised for you
the wisdom your support
where would i be without You oh Lord?
in His wisdom He has provided you

amazed i worship Him
in Christ alone we stand here still
may we fall on our knees
together in worship, in awe
of a God so gracious, so merciful, lets be thankful.

you're the best

of flowers words and cards
they cant say how much you mean to me
just small tokens, small appreciations
to tell you that youre the best

of dinners, dates and time spent together
they cant ever be enough
but they'll have to do for now
your beauty your personality, just you
captivate me, my heart.

youre the very best, more than i could ever ask for
beauty and brains, loving and appreciative
i wouldnt want any other, only you will do
i love u! im glad u love me too.
youre the very best, i just wanna be with you