i fall on my face, i am amazed, by Your grace and mercy
how and why do You still love me, even in times i turn away from You
dont the cuts still sting? dont they remind You of Your time on the cross
when i sin, when i reject in thoughts, in actions and lie and pretend

i forget You so easily, yet Your word and presence shout out around me
i tire so easily, my heart weary from waiting and hoping that Your promises come true
crawling is all i can do, if i even want to, i feel the rocks and sand tear away flesh
i reach out to hold, Your outstretched hand. i listen, to Your soothing voice
i feel the pain, i want to press on, in the wintery season, i refuse to be bitter

washing down in rain, give me Jesus, give me Yourself, i need You in this dark hour
i will seek until i find, even though i am sick, even though i find no meaning
i will.

im here, not by myself,
One who hears and knows
healed and renewed, ready to face whats to come
with her right now

but He holds me back, commands me to "be still"
saying she's not ready, and theres more for me to learn
what about tomorrow? or whats to come, surely now's the time
"trust Me", the voice that created me, louder than the rushing waves
spoken gently, seldom the answers come, He offers Himself
"wait on Me", from the voice who spoke the heavens into place
this is Who i will trust

i want to go and be with her, i dont understand whats going on
"but I do", and my soul is held together by His peace, by the nail scarred hands
"I know what's best", our future is intact, protected, and i wait
restless at times, even now, in His awesome presence,
but He still loves me and accepts, even with the many flaws sin has brought about

and even though tears threaten to drown me, with a heart that wants to break
and a mind not strong enough to hold on, He comes in, "do not be afraid"
"I am here", washing away my worries, calming my soul, leading me
to refreshing waters, to streams of living water, He holds me again

watching over us, i trust, in Him, i believe in His unfailing love
He listens and understands all we go through, so here i wait
even though i do not understand, event hough i want things to happen now
i wait, lying in His arms. and i believe, i hope, and i trust in You
for her!

someone tell her

someone tell her, she's loved, so so much
she's worth it, the most beautiful i've ever known
someone tell her, christ has done so much
and will not ever stop. nail pierced hands
beautiful voice, calling, holding onto her
keeping her together even as the storm tries to tear her apart

someone tell her, i'll wait for her, through these days
its not easy but im holding on, by His grace, on the edge
someone tel her i love her so, with arms wide open
digging deeper, into His strength, falling into His arms

Dear God

i dont know what is happening
please give me the words
i dont know where to start
my heart cries, cries out for comfort
for You. and i still want to praise You
even if its ever so weakly, even if tears blur my vision
please hold my heart together
dear God, help me through this wait
i cant wait i cant wait, i wanna last
please dear Lord....help me to believe.

what do you do

what do you do when u miss someboday
when your special somebody needs that time
its cold at night and i miss her warmth
winter please go away, leave me alone

what do you do, when your heart doesnt know what to do
i know i wanna be with her, wish i could say it out loud
i dont know what to do, but to wait here with my arms wide open

what can i do now, when al i can do is pray and trust
human hearts scream action, for now now now
but i will wait, even though its hard, even if
my heart screams for action, i will wait

what do i do now, i say to myself, God is good.
i pray, feebly, crying in secret, to God
and i believe, i trust He knows whats best
even if the path He led me on, has tears and scars

dont worry

about love or how much to give, to receive
dont worry, i love you as you are
trust, take that step, may God guide you
dont worry, dont you worry.

im here, i'll do my best, to listen, to love
to cherish, to hold and to wait
oh oh the hardest part is to wait
but i do it for love

and i know it'll be worth it,
i dun care what the world has to say
i've seen how yo really are
im sorry for hurting you
and i forgive you, always, always

one night, that night, i hope
you'l fall into my arms, i'll wait
wait for you, dont worry about love
i love u, in all the essences of the words

dont worry, dont worry.

the wait

the wait, this break, tonight
everyday, coming to pass
on this july, this august
the wait, worthwhile
for love, for you
the reassurance, the wait
the encouragement, the lessons learnt
devotion, commitment.

the wait, i'll wait.
to talk, to meet, to be patient
to wait, the wait, to wait.

what would you do, the prince of peace
killed violently, is t only a tragedy?
a care and concern for all thats happend in life

what would you do, when the one which the world is sustained by
gets crucified by those he created and loves
the nails the scar the piercing
the mockery

what would you do, the saviour has risen
glorified and exalted, almighty
coming again soon, and he's knocking on your door,
what would you do.

Lion Of Judah

how could You such holiness
love us, this mystery, this world
we even though we accept Your truths
beating upon Your brest, the Lion of Judah

the voice who sustains, calls me by name
and i stand in awe, my knees buckle in front of You
in this pain, in this suffering, i find You again,
by my side, hands holding mine
saying softly, "It'll be alright"
that same voice that breathed life, that brings order

in this storm, You call me, out of safety
out of this shelter i have made for myself
wanting the best for me, caring and loving
its not about me, but all about You.

Lion Of Judah, Jesus Christ, why do You love me
i see my fingerprints on Your scars, on that flogged back.
Lion of Judah, Creator, Sustainer, You let me do this to You.

the knowledge the wisdom the love, the mystery
captivate my heart once again, i will praise You
i fall and worship, humbled, saddened, raised
there is never enough words, not enough gifts

keep me in, in Your love and comfort
Lion Of Judah.

why must it be so hard
the long road to being like You
time is such a constraint, i cant wait for eternity
mistakes and wounds that heal too slowly
for life to return to normalcy

let me press on in You, not wishing time away
strengthen my legs that i may walk with you
that i may fly above the storms
but even if i get caught n them
strengthen me, that i may praise you in them

speak to me, renew me, restore my hearing
that i may hear, redirect my steps, that they may be in line with Yours
i praise your name, for your name is above all names

when i am weak, you are strong,
when i fail, you carry me,
when i am weak, your grace is sufficient
when i am in pain, you soothe my heart...

thank you for your love so sincere
for ready admissions of weaknesses
and how you care and love me so

here we are standing together still
its been one amazing journey
one i'll gladly continue with you
may i learn to be a better person
for God, for you.

may God be praised for you
the wisdom your support
where would i be without You oh Lord?
in His wisdom He has provided you

amazed i worship Him
in Christ alone we stand here still
may we fall on our knees
together in worship, in awe
of a God so gracious, so merciful, lets be thankful.

you're the best

of flowers words and cards
they cant say how much you mean to me
just small tokens, small appreciations
to tell you that youre the best

of dinners, dates and time spent together
they cant ever be enough
but they'll have to do for now
your beauty your personality, just you
captivate me, my heart.

youre the very best, more than i could ever ask for
beauty and brains, loving and appreciative
i wouldnt want any other, only you will do
i love u! im glad u love me too.
youre the very best, i just wanna be with you

answers

in the wind as it blows
reminding me of Your presence
of how You answer prayers and never stop answering them
im thankful for Who You are
for Your extravagent love

thank You for her
for answering so many prayers we've made
for each other for us for how far we;ve come
why do i find it so hard to trust
the One who'd do so much to save me
why do i have to go through so much
before i know if i can marry her

yet these answers i know not
not now not ever perhaps.
see us thruough i pray
thank You for her recorded prayers
that have been answered!
for the joy we shared
with You

the changes in my heart
oh how much You can do through one person
the answers to my cries
to prayers and hopes
thank You for Your love...

Prayer

dear Lord this prayer i make to You
for you answer for You can change and comfort
hear me now in this time of need

and i pray that You will change me
so that You will be glorified
thank You for her sincere love
Father forgive me for the times i've failed her
for not leading her to Your will but leading into sin
help me to be who You want me to be
to be able to listen and not cut off
to be able to humbly learn from her
how to love her, to guide her in Your truths
to be a man for You and not for the world

Christ please pour out Your grace and love
to love her as You would
to romance and court and to respect
to embrace and appreciate to surrender all to You
walk by our sides and protect, keep us from sin
may we glorify You.

theres so much i do not know,
about You, about her, i cant even name all her favourite foods
Lord that You may change me for Your glory
to crucify my old self to You
and bless all the words that i speak to her
may You bless her and help me to listen better
to hold her hand but not to hold her down
to suggest and be decisive but not to force her to submit
to be there for her and not to take her for granted
to love her and to readily forgive and not to count the cost
to accept and not to compare
to bless with all that i can say and all i shouldnt

thank You for hearing, for loving
even though You know full well how i really am, better than myself..


in Jesus' name,
amen....

in the sounds of life or in silences
when im at rest or busying it doesnt feel the same
without you
i've got a piece of me with you
and it dont feel right when ure away. come back soon
its like my hearts not right, not complete, in two

no hours can ever satisfy, i need you
more than the phonecalls, more than cards and candlelights
more than the kisses, hugs and holding,
i need you for all you are
you are in my heart
ever alive even when ure away.

darling hold on, ull be home son
dun let the winds get to you,
let your soul take refuge in Him alone
find your peace, your strength, your faith
in a God who let His Son die for you and me

in rain or scorching sun
i pray you'll give thnks
in all circumstances abide in Him

i love u and i pray i'll learn to be like Him
to do as He does, to represent Him better
may i be more understanding, loving and patient
i wanna build my home with you!

7 days without you

these seven days i hope they fly by
wish they never had to even come
knocking on my door, i'll have to let them in
somehow today right now, even if i dont
(u know i dont want to) they'll come right in

im so in love with you, theres so much to look forward to.
these seven days without you, i hope they wun be hard on you
i aint crying now, i just miss u so. dun worry about me
i'll be praying for u, worrying too.
come home soon my dear

seven days without you
no calls leser direction, i'll be counting down with gladness
each day brings me closer to you
to the hugs and kisses i long for
to the person, the wonderful young lady i feel in love with

hold on tightly to your faith, pray hard, enjoy the trip
be yourself, be careful, i'll be right here
waiting for u

breath of fresh air

you're like a breath of fresh air,
amidst the cold dust skies
you light up my life, pointing
me to the Way, the Truth, and the Life

may God bless you with all u need,
lifes not really fair all the time but
He's in control, may you know Him better
my live, the love of my life.

you're the best ive had, a great blessing
the silver lining that shines from the dark couds
thank you for giving your best
no one, no one compares to u!
my breath of fresh air

dont go

dont get on the plane
please dun walk up it
i dun want you to go
never ever leave

but i know this is necessary
u need to do what needs to be done
but i still wish u din have to go
come home soon, come home soon
i'll be waiting right here for you

dont fly away to a land far far away
no matter how near its the furthest
i love u and i wish u never had to leave
dont go, dont go oh please dont go

its so far away, oh i wish u could stay
hold my hand and a hug or two
u make my life much more beautiful
i love u, ure beautiful.

i love u and i want whats best
im glad uve decided to do something good
but i wish it din have to invovle u going away
leaving on a striped aeroplane
dont go, dont go, i'll worry and pray
hope and wait

till u fly and land here safely..

till u fly and land here...

safely..

be careful ok?

cant see myself without you

not another day without your touch
not another hour by myself
not another minute without thoughts of you
of dreams of a future of a vision
of love of romance of you

not another day without you
cant see myself without you
this highway we're on aint right
without you by myside

the sun has its sky
music has its place in hearts
you're in my heart
and i cant see myself without you

first time

oh how it feels like the first time everytime
and how fresh and new, refreshingly familiar
comforting and reassuring, i love you
every kiss that i look forward to
given to me its more than the first time

the walks and time, oh it doesnt matter
if its spent in silence, with the winds
or under starry skies, its beautiful
especially so when spent with you

its like the first time, everytime
the way u look at me, in my eyes
and how the feelings seem new
everytime, everytime.

the way you say i love you
from the bottom of your heart,
and how your actions prove it true
im so in love with you

room in my heart

this room youve taken
im glad ure comfortable
do as u see fit, ure my mirror
uve made me a better man
and for u im thankful

the cold has been warmed
and in the storm theres shelter
proper direction to Jesus
some old files have been thrown out
memories and hurts sorted out
take a break, rest here
u deserve it for all youve done

the carpets been laid, fire lit in
the fireplace, im glad ure at home
i hope ull never leave
may u always be here
more corners lie for u to discover
corners i never knew existed
but only to happy to share with u

and on the wall, theres a picture of you and me
there're memories of held hands, videos of first times
sweet moments captured, and dreams of a bright future
i cant wait to marry you, i dream of you
stay oh stay, in thise room in my heart

i love u, i really really do
and i'd rather do nothing with you
than something without here
im a work half done but God's
used u to make me better
cant find a dust ball, the place's tidier
roses and a garden, ive never been better

stay stay stay,
in this room in my heart
make yourself at home,
can i get you a drink?

sinner

how can i hurt you again and again
the prince of peace
who offered the infinite sacrifice
here i am on my knees in tears in fear
please change me i need your grace

here in shame before your throne
the fire burns and i come thirsty
why should you draw me near
this close to you? despite knowing
that i'll sin again

the cross that you bear, the marks you took away
that my burden, my punishment your judgement
my heart is broken at the thought of hurting you
that on calvary my sin, my mocking voice,
the painful hammer upon those nails
that separation.

the resurrection, the tears of joy
the sackcloth flung away
i praise your great Name
and your lamb, by whom i am saved
this joy incomparable

that you left your Fathers side
so that i might live in eternity with you
what love what a wonderful friend of sinners you are
that this life may not be about me but you

captivate, quench and satisfy
come quickly, heal and renew
here i bow once again,
once again you lift me up
forgiven, in victory that you have won!

when i call out in darkness on my knees
He knows the pain, the fatigue and feeling
oh how He cares, for a sinner like me
time and time again, He comes through for me

the deserts and the seas shall not strike fear in me
as i reside under His loving wings
and He cares! through life's ups and downs
everests and conquests
i shall not boast in anything or anyone
other than my Lord and friend
no one shall take His glory, Lord Jesus

The truth the way and the life
leading me on, giving good gifts
and calling me on
His hand holds strong
stronger than any anchor
and i wanna tell you
everything'll be ok
because He's by our side.
breathe after breathe

remember

as i look back on times gone by
stars we saw, bridges and ravines crossed
a God who's faithfulness brought us to our knees
when we look back, someday, today will be a memory

a love so true, so pure, made of so much
God, u and me, tears, love, passion
feelings and just being together
i am who i am today
just cause you were with me
standing making me strong

as i look back on sweet memories
it was worth it. u are worth it.
a tear or two, memories are sometimes hard to relieve.
i love u, i still do.

may eternity never be enough
i dun wanna ever forget
that in this lifetime
i was loved by you

as i look back, photos
gifts, love, cards and written memories
and hoping today will be a wonderful memory
as i look back
years years and years from now...

if a rose, a hug or kiss
could take away your pain
if only u din have to feel this way
i love u dun give up

this pain i feel, i wish ud rest well
and i cant be by ur side
it magnifies how i feel
what can i do,
i can only wait, and to pray

and not to hear your voice
i try not to wither
i wanna be by u right now
dun feel this way
look up im with you
only if physically

candlelight night

what can i say in the light of a candle
flickering and fading, signifying a passing
why cant i be there i could have should have
to offer a word, a hug a ear or two

i hope and pray Jesus will be by your side
holding your hand refreshing your soul
please feel better soon, soon, soon.

the candle goes on, in the cool of the night
shedding light on you, your beautiful face
tear streaked, it saddens may the Lord
comfort you, bless you and keep you

may He give you the peace you need
in candlelight moments like this
lighting your path, i know i know
He holds you and im glad He does

blow the light out, its time for bed
sleep tight my darling, you mean so much to me
i'd give the world and everything
just to watch you sleep, with His peace upon you
and to say i love you. and mean each word

and to see a smile on your face.

in this candlelight night, may we not be lonely
i wish we'd never cry alone, alone, alone
may He who knows our names, our past and future
speak and comfort us, in this night, this candlelight night.

4thofmay

its the fourth of may!
its not independence day,
maybe not till 21!
time to celebrate
wisdom, beauty more of each
all of twenty
i cant wait

surprises! even i'd be surprised
my dear, i love u!
and this is such a big event
i hope it'll be super special
just slightly less special than u are

4thofmay

its the fourth of may!
its not independence day,
maybe not till 21!
time to celebrate
wisdom, beauty more of each
all of twenty
i cant wait

surprises! even i'd be surprised
my dear, i love u!
and this is such a big event
i hope it'll be super special
just slightly less special than u are

by my side, light breathing
im comforted to know that your safe
darling i love you so
whispering by ur ear

your remarkable, incredible
for all you are, for all youve done
i love u, just as you are
fall asleep, rest well
i love u

i love listening to the music
your heart and breathing make
the nights come and go
silently i await

i wish i din have to go
time with u just passes too fast
its not fair that i spend so much elsewhere

dream

watching u fall asleep, i wonder what your dreaming
could i step in them, could i touch u now
i wdnt want to, lest u wake, and feel tired
what did u see, where did u go
in dreams, in dreams, in dreams

18

someone in the dreams i see
i feel and i want them to be real
have you ever felt that way before?
i saw someone i truly love
beautiful, and perfectly so
i wdnt change anything about her
and i hope she remains the same.

pretty brown eyes and just the right height
she loves to hold my hand
loves to listen, and holds ont
even though its so hard
such a dream does make me happy

and i wake up with sunshine on my face
hearing the phone ring
i pick up to hear the voice
of the girl in my dreams, the perfect voice
its not a dream!
it hasnt been for more than 18 months
all in my dreams, they're true!
all i see in her, and so so much more
they're true, as true as the voice that i love to wake up to.
and it makes me happier than any dream
her, she, liz, my sweetheart

one day i hope to wake up
with more than sunshine on me
with my sunshine girl next to me
i love her so so much.
and she loves me just as much to
i need her so, so much.

romancing you

hey i got this all in my head
promises i wanna make!
i'll do my best, to make you
feel the way you are
special, unique and beautiful

romancing you's something i wanna do
not now not today but forever
once isnt enough,
it brings me so much joy to see u smile
to know your happy

flowers, roses, surprises
aye i aint that creative but i'll try
cards paper, dinners, lunches!
teach me how to romance you!
and i cant wait to get to know you better
will a lifetime ever be enough?
thank You Lord! for such a wonderful
beautiful, pretty young lady
by my side, holding on
lemme romance her! i wanna learn from You too

for You love her and know her so much better!

ure tall enough

just needed to let u know
your so beautiful
unending legs such wonderful height
im so glad im with you
and so glad ure not with some other guy

oh what a figure, what a dress sense
stay by me, i aint much of a looker
but u make me look good.
i love u for who u are!
im glad, im happy satisfied with u!~

forgotten

dun ask me how many times uve hurt me
i cant remember ive forgotten
leaving it behind
relieved that your still by my side
i refuse to count the cost
the cost thrown in the refuse.

i aint doing budgeting
not when love's invovled.
i love u! and the hurts all gone
Jesus Christ came and healed
and they';re forgotten.
your forgiven! lets not remember for too long

but one things for sure,
somethings are worth remembering
your love, our perseverence
not, not ever, never
forgotten.

and i wdnt want to forget you
i dun want you to remain in my past
of memories, or just in photos taken yesterday
if i had three wishes
i'd wish you'd be part of my todays
i'd wish you'd be part of my tomorrows
and i'd wish...
hmmm maybe i'll save the last wish for emergencies

laugh for your beautiful
thats something worth celebrating!
being with the prettiest girl
not only on this island
i believe in the wholest widest world.

wet shoes

dancing in these shoes
running walking to get me to you
i aint afriad of the storm
or the hot sun or you stepping on them
just to be with you
i'd put these shoes on the line

i dun care if my feet get wet
hot dry itchy or sticky.
maybe my shoes will get worn out
ahh, my precious shoes
but not as valuable as u are
i'd get my feet wet for u.

the walk with you has been so beautiful
i'd be blind and a fool
to give u up for anyone or anything else
i love u, more and more
dun let the storms stop me!
if i could i'd kick them away!

forests or pavements
the wild weeds that might entagle
or the wide rivers that might drown
i'd go across them in my shoes
just to get to you
cuts and bruises arent going to stop me
i love you too much.

and in any case the forest beasts get to me
i hope ull pick me up
theres only so much a donky
in the jungle can do
apply some ointment (you know which one)
hold my hand
and i'll be strong enough
to press on with you

i love u!

when you say you love me

when you say you love me
its not only the words i hear
its off a sincere heart
honest and bare,
wanting what's best

when you say you love me
i know ull give your best
i am comforted,
i love u too.

when you say you love me
the days ahead get easier to swallow
the difficulties become easier to accept
im that much more confident
with your hand in mine

when you say you love me
the stars seem brighter, the sun more beautiful
simple thigns become so much
more worht pursuing
im changed and so are you
for the better, for two.

thoughts

here i was
or maybe i should say here i am
i want this to be in past tense.
the distance sometimes is too much
on the same island and under the same sky

regimentation, discipline
all that shouting and fussing
maybe it really is a mountain
of a lil hill

oh how i wish time might pass
that much faster
through to the second half
through the months

why wouldnt they slow down
whenever im with you?
i wonder why i have so many days here
and so lil with you

never enough, but im comforted
knowing how we've become stronger
im amazed, at the work He has started
yet to be completed.

deep

this want in my heart
desire, only one

i want you by my side
for as much as possible
all the lil moments
the important and seemingly
insignificant
they make the bigger picture
and i wanna share them all with you

be with me, only you
can make me feel this way
i love you ever so deeply
youre special

words fail me, pitures arent enough
to describe, to capture, to take down
your beauty, your touch, your presence
i need you, so hold on, so love, so true

i miss u
i just do.

pride

like a jewel on a crown
beautiful and complete
theres nothng about you
i'd change

im so proud of you
wanna show you off to the world
gona shout it out
not ever gonna hide it
my love for you

so amzed and satisfied
like a gem or a diamond
i wdnt let go
you make me proud
and i wanna show you off.

seaside

the waves gently touch
raw sandbed, ebbing out
welcoming, it sweeps
slowly the sun goes down
the waves rush on,
the sand inviting
not resisting powerfully
taking pulling closer
ebbing has become a faster motion
the hunger can be sensed
the waves move
up and down
a more frantic rhythm
of love of caressing
touching, fingers of the waves shifting the sand
speeding up, the sun's going down
coming up, coming out
the earth breathes
rushing in tiding out
and then it all stops
as if its come to rest
relieved, its satisfied.
the moon has risen
to her daily place
having missed the passion
of the waves

dance, our dance

lets dance my dear
hold my hand and take me through
this privilege to dance with you
guide me along, this beautiful dance
we move to the music, of God.

tango, or salsa, we're passionate
and our dance shows it
i like your dress,
im so in love with you
you'll always catch me staring at you
you're so beautiful

and so we dance, in our concentration
the noises of applause, or jeers
the floor's rough at times
we're closer, and better
but it took and takes
all the wrong steps.

we've righted them
guided by God's own hand
hold onto mine,
i dun want to let go of you
theres no other i'd dance with
on this side of eternity
than u.

and the more i think of it

and i keep thinking of it
about you ours and us
i wanna jump for joy dance and hop around
you make me so happy
glad and i know im sappy

this happy kind of poem's for you
coz i love it when youre happy
and when you smile tt pretty smile
or give me one of your kisses
im smitten, not like a kitten

delirious, delicious
my life never has been
and its so colorful, im learning
still loving and im glad
its you im loving

one of a kind
the only one, my heart would take
without you i'd break
hold my hand
play in the sand

this happy not so sappy
collection of words
for you, my love
my lizzy babe!

me.....

this so simple and true
love that can express itself
in this world
sometimes i cant see it
but sometimes i feel it

and i know your with me
im quietly praying for you
while your working
while im on the other side
thinking about you

and your smiles are so precious
your love, so uniquely special
a hug a kiss, blown to me
or finding my lips
blows me away

come comfort me, when im teary
i need you, selfishly so
when im on my knees
when im tired,
ure there...

there for me

no more such songs

songs of loneliness
i thought i might end up singing.
holding onto your hand
i know i shall not have to sing them

the songs ppl sing,
they envy and they feel
the pain, loss maybe

isnt it so good not to be that way?
i havent, nor will i ever,
regret each moment ive given to you
for that's a wonderful gift
the time youve sacrificed for me

the songs go on
but my heart sings with joy!
i never knew i'd have you
nor did i imagine being in love
would be this beautiful

dream like, divine,
never like how its sung
the songs, they're barely
the tip of the iceberg

so here, even tho i cannot sing
i sing with my heart
my strength, a soul song

no more songs of loneliness, sadness
wonder or imagination
i've got who i need, want
and desire

i love u.

my dear....

oh the worries you bear
the weight of a few worlds
your shoulders can only take so much
take them to the Lord

my dear i love you so
your the sweetest gal
im glad uve given so much
please take care of yourself

remember the Lord!
oh His wings and grace
i know He will sustain u and i
and us and evryone else
nothing that comes to us
hasnt first gone thru Him

persevere, ure beautiful
and u are blessed with many many gifts!
if only we knew exactly what
but the Lord will help reveal them to us

but here i write, thinking abt u
and how we need each others' forgiveness so
i love you! and thats not all i know!
for He loves you too!

my valentine

one day after, here i am
writing out the feelings i have
and glad to share
i know she, my special one
listens and cares
even though im difficult

she holds onto my hand
nurtures me
with a shower of love
what sincerity! what beauty!
and im only too glad to share in her

why must she be made
so far away from me
on the same island
but its always too far

she's my valentine,
special in my life
unique the only one
may i never set my eyes on any other

theres a hole in my heart
shaped just after her
i dont want to leave her
i just want to love
to cherish as much as i can
to learn, to live
with my pretty babe

love...

love, more than an occasion
than time can capture
nor give its full worth
to be with you
i dont want
forever or eternity
to ever be enough

this love in words
just a reflection of how much
i seek to be with u
never enough
what words and roses can do
this love ever so true

from God our Father
holding us together thus far
when i seek and i find
im contented to have found you
hold my hand, hold on tight
through the suns storms and moons
tears laughter and smile

love, not to be celebrated
on february the fourteenth alone
it'll do such great injustice!
to limit our love to a day
i love you and we celebrate
everyday, what God has given
through emotions, anger or happiness
through occassions, physical distance
hope, through prayer

on our Father's everlasting arms
wipe these tears away
these happy tears
touched by a love so strong
so divine, so blessed

love, true, changes, blesses
oh how blessed to give
to a soulmate, companion, best of friends
i love you
i'll be here, there, a prayer will do.
when u need me
and i need you just as much

babe im sorry

for all the times i didnt
pay attention or listen
those times that made
you cross with me

for the times i was late
for all our special dates
those days that kept
you waiting endlessly

babe i just wanna say
im sorry
these words from the bottom of my heart
i really am!

i know these words wont make do
wont undo all that has been done
please forgive me
i just cant let go of me

im so glad u still wanna love me
despite how i am
ridden with mistakes
wrong moves and poor choices
cant say the right thing
nor do i know wats going on

so for those days i made u mad
i just wanna say im sorry
it was my bad
babe dont leave me
i wanna say

im sorry

counting, memories

one two three
the days go by so quickly
everytime im with you
hold onto my hand
i wanna hold yours tight
and walk with u
in this life

the days into months
and the months into our years
memories upon smiles
laughter and tears
no regrets
giving this much to you

four five six
counting stars and hours
knowing that this time is ours
i love you
wanna make you feel loved
wanna love you
just you

the years into decades
oh how time goes so slow
sometimes it feels that
tomorrow is so far away

let me not wish our youth away
and we'll not let anything get in our way
i love you
and its more than feelings
more than a choice
so much more than words
yet these three words
says it all.

i love u!

mood

when im down or when im out
moody or missing you
i know yours is a hand
i can hold onto

i love u and im glad
u love me too.
i wil do my best
for the one i love
you are so worth it

im in love with u
you encourage
please always do

even if ure cross
irritated or angry
thank you for forgiving me
i love u
and im glad u love me too

in this kinda mood
i miss u so
wet grey and not very sunny
uve given me one more reason to lvie
to persevere and live
my best

i love u
and im glad u love me too.
just the right kinda mood
whenever im with u

His hands weave for us
such a wonderful story
i dunno how it will turn out
but i know He knows best
i love you for who you are
and i cant live without you

its more than the way you move
or the dishes u cook
ure touch or your sharing
or how u pester me so :)
its more than your smile
or ure kisses and ure hugs
i just love you!
for who u are
for all tt u are

can you look at the trees
the strong bark and height
what majesty in creation
bearing His fingerprints

the ocean roar or the ebbing waves
feel the sand beneath your feet
know that He carries
and be amazed at one so Mighty

the living creatures
from minute the enormous
the human body
so wonderfully complexed
works so well

and to know and believe that He
gave His Son.
the One who hung the stars where they are
and who is Holy beyond words

to save to heal and to forgive
a mission that is unlike any other
and who am i to question
i am in awe

i love u

theres so much about you i appreciate
the way you make me smile and laugh
even though my skies are grey
you choose to share them with me

you make sure i become a better person
you encourage give and love
theres no one else i'd rather be with
the sun still shines His face gloriuos

im so glad i have you on this journey called life
how you pick me up when im in pieces
or when i just cant go on
somehow you encourage and point towards God

its how ur hugs are
one of the greater comforts in the world
and how your kisses blow me away
im captivated
im overwhelmed and absoulutel;y in love with you


but most of all i just love you
for who you are
not who you were
or who anyone wants you to become
and i want to spend my life with you

your song

this is a song for you
i know i cant sing but
i might as well try now

i love you
youre beautiful
it sucks that the internet isnt working well
but i know youll be home soon

so much more to take before we can be together
but its worth it every step of the way.

i wish it was easy on u and me
but i guess its not always the case
we'll make it through hand in hand
hugs kisses prayers and wishes

we'll sing on no matter what who says
maybe i'll croak along but i'll sing out loud
i love u and all this i do for u and us
i love u!

when u miss somebody

that feeling inside
the longing and the wanting
oh when you miss somebody
you want her to be home now
soon is never soon enough
she's always gone for too long
the days go on and i look forward
cause i know i'll be seeing her soon

oh when you miss somebody
you cant sleep too well
dreams and hopes and pictures will never do
they cant even substitute her warmth
that breaks the cold december weather

i just love her
and i wait as patiently as i can
for time doenst slow down thank God
and i wish she were here to pass these days with me.

oh when you miss somebody
someone's whos got a place in my heart
i know how that feels
cause she's not on this island for now
under the same big blue sky
coudy for now but the sun still shines

this years so wonderful
glad to have shared it with you
missed you so
but i know you'll be home soon
and today will be a memory
a testimony that God holds strong and true

the sun will always shine on
its just that sometimes
its hidden behind some clouds
we'll keep our sights on His Son
His a face that cant be hidden
too great for human grasping
im glad we've got Him

so in love with you
i long for you
please return safely
swiftly and soon.
wish you were here.

and as 2006 passes on,
im glad our love holds on still
our efforts have not gone to waste.
thank you for giving ure best.

and i only want to give you my best
through the cold, rain winds and storms
youre so worth it
all my time efforts sweat and tears
i'll persevere, i dun want to let you go
you mean so much to me

i love u.

i only want to give you
my best
and if God willing my life too
this i want to share
youre special to me
i nvr want to leave you

and i know God has such a wonderful plan
that hasnt yet been fulfilled
dun fear the road ahead my dear
we'll work through it

and i love you
i cant live without you
u mean so much to me
my sweetest princess
none will take your place

i like

i like it how i can be myself
in front of u
u give me so much
and i want to love you for the rest of my life

i like how ure kisses are, hugs and touches
i love you i just do
no rhyme or reason
shakespeare would be stunned
but God has made a wonderful arrangement

im still in love with u
and i love the way u love me
and how u motivate
ure all i want and need
in a person to spend my life with.

snowy

cold and not alone
i know you love me
and tt keeps me gg
even tho ure so far away

i can touch u with prayers
im glad i know u
and glad to lvoe u

u mean so much to me
i cant wait for u to return
to warm me and hold me

is it snowing?
cold flakes of beauty

ure beautiful
and i love u!

seventeen days

one two three
more than the stars in the skies
these days without you
snowy rainy cloudy

with each phone call
you uplift my spirits,
you make me smile
and i will go every extra mile

four five six
the numbers increase
and so does my love for you
it keeps getting better
with God's guiding hands
strong will almighty God

i still go on,
knowing you will return soon
and so i pray dream and hope
and long for you

seven eight nine
i can count the hours and the days
you'll soon be in my arms
no other can take your place
i hope we'll last forever

ten eleven twelve!
the excitement bubbles
the happness within me
at the though that i will
be seeing you soon.

thirteen fourteen fifteen
a little more to go
we will pull thru
the year slips back
and we've made it one more

sixteen seventeen
these days without you
God has provided, as always
reliable majestic

i love you
no words can express
these feelings i have for you
a smile, or a tear
for you alw touch my heart
and u have a place here!

happy

can you feel it
the happiness bubbling inside of me
threatening to make me dance
to jump for joy (i know ull tell me to jump)

its so wonderful so give of urself to someone
knowing that she'll love you back
for who you are

no matter how old we are
i will want to love you for who u are
when ure angry sad or plain silly
be who you are

cause i wdnt change u at all
no none at all

you love me with all u can
an im so happy to have you
to have known so many happy memories

hold my hand cause if you dun
i think i'll fly with joy
i love u
and im happy to hear u say tt too

happy happy happy
to be with u, tobe free
to be me
to love u

if i had wings if i could fly
i'd go to where you are
but i dun and i will wait
in love in hope with lots of grace

the days go by
each one faster than the previous one
im closer to seeing you
but its nvr close enough

its nvr enough
one two three or four
months days hours or years
i want a lifetime
am i too greedy?

i love u!
and these days
youve done your best
to help me get through

under the same blue sky
the clouds dont stop the sun
rains nor snow
wun dampen my love for you

here i wait looking, hoping
loving, praying and wishing
for her return in just a few days
too many for my fingers to count
but not too long for me to wait

i love her so
and she's worth the wait
worth the effort

no matter where we are
we share the same moon, sky
and our God, living and holy
wont ever et us down

i believe in Him
and all He has said
i love u
He knows, and He guides

so the snow and rain
clouds and cold
wun stop me
from loving u

our ring

sitted on my finger
reminding me of my love
who has done so much for me
i love her so and this ring
just goes to show

everytime i touch it,
i feel her touch
i remember how we pulled through so much
and i know we will now
God's grace and mercy
thank You for liz

perched on my finger
i hope its not the last ring we buy
i want to spend my life with her
she's always on my mind
in beautiful memories
and when my heart aches for her

she's never too far
this i tell myself,
when it seems so
we've been thru so much
as this ring shows
this will strengthen us

God will make a way
for this love of ours

it sometimes just doesnt seem real
that someone like you wants to be with me
im glad i dont have to pinch myself
i can just ask u

and its more than a dream come true
its a blessing that God has given
and im glad to have you by my side
this life isnt lonely anymore
in this cement building

i love you and im glad you say it too
i still get lost in your eyes
and captivated by your smile
your thoughts are priceless
your touch,
valuable

to listen to cherish to hold
your memories wishes and hopes
secrets and gems
thank you for sharing
i love you

and your everyword
is something i look forward to
to listen to hold and keep
thank you for the memories

you have made with me

love, care, trust.

love, something youve given so much of
listening ears, a beautiful voice
theres no other i'd rather love
if only we could just be together
and not having to worry about anything that might separate.

care, its the way to move me
when i feel the burdens are too heavy
when the roads so long and makes me weary
if only i could see you everyday
the Lord will have His way

trust, youve given yours to me
and you have mine,
reliable, dependable,
and you want me as much as i want you
love me forever, let me love you forever

the rain wont dampen my spirits
nor the high mountains daunt me
may nothing take away this love we have
snow or sun, in the heat and the cold

His love warms us
and keeps us safe.
no matter what the word throws at us
ask in His name

the night

the cold of the night
its removal of light
it wont scare me
the work that beckons and trails that reside
i wont be lonely

God's holding my hand
His staff and rod are with me
you're holding on so tightly
and it warms me

death has lost its sting
rising from shame to victory
my Lord, He'll nvr forsake me

He's given so much and given me
an angel by my side
through the storms she holds on
thru the tears and resentments

He has made us strong
in our weaknesses

love, her, liz!

wet hair and a huge shirt
not a sight to see everyday
but a sight to behold
beauty that cant be captured
and whose hand i hold

sleepy voice when she awakes
and her concern for my aches and pains
i wdnt give her up
for any other
she's just too precious
too pretty too....
her.

taking me as i am
im free to be me
i love her lots
and
i want to learn how to treasure her

i pray and hope that i'll learn all i need
though it will cost me
pain, trials, tears even
but its worth it
to love the love

of my life
the greatest that has happend to me
after Christ and family.

unique

i'll never find another
so beautiful, sweet and pretty
all her efforts are not gone to waste
she has a place in my heart

i hope we'll always be together
forever, on this side of eternity
no one can replace her touch
her love her cares

the way she moves, she always captivates
im still so in love
and there's no surprise
God has sustained us
and given so much and given me her

be with you
beyond these circumstances
to give my best
what i can
and not let these hold me down

beyond me beyond you
a power so real
a Being so great
letting me love u

call soon,
love me
love you

elizabeth

your smile written on my heart
i wont forget but once is never enough
moving and encouraging
something i need to see

touch me and hold me
its not just security
your presence etched in my life
without which i'd wither and die

time has past too soon
yet i still want it to go along as it did
each day brings me nearer to you
closes the distance
and gives me hope
that one day
maybe i can wake up beside you

lovely memories im proud to call "ours"
its unbelievable but your a part of my life
i look forward to seeing your pretty face
and who knows maybe one day i'll call you my wife

your hands have left their mark on mine
and youve touched my heart so many times
your beauty your love and those pretty eyes
still in love, still miss you

dreams do come true, prayers are answered,
and you showed me just by loving me
thank God for you.

happy with you
im absoulutely joyful
i could jump
and maybe even fly
cause i cant believe you
chose to love me
you bring out so much in me
you believe in me and give me wings! (like redbull)
im nonsensical and you love me.

happy times joyful months
Godwilling wonderful YEARS!
get the champange, im celebrating everyday.
i cd just hold u and fly
to some where private and away from this world.
throw away the number four
the books and notes
but keep the bible!
dun be a jehovah witness
i just wanna love you

LOVE YOU!

for all the times you made me laugh.
on cue on jokes or just the way u are
youve brougth joy in my life
actually u are joy,
at least thats part of your name

i love what u do
cause i like how you are
i love you and im glad u love me too
we'll have fun the way we want it
and laugh at ourselves.

thank you for loving
for kissing and sharing.
pray tell correct my english.
cause ure the best

open!

browser not working,
irritated i put in words
in hope of sunshines and openings
of emails and communication.

lookin back

on this milestone we stand
having been wounded and healed
broken and put back together
with grace so amazing
its wat allowed us to be here

and as i look back,
i am in awe, that a God so great
would come to our aid.
holding your hand,
i cant belive this is true!

looking back im proud of you
for the times youve shared and the times
you held on, to this, to me
for all the tears and cuts and scars
this is so beautiful
because i know who our Potter is

i noe He will provide,
marvourlesly. gloriously
more than enough
He wil overwhelm and conquer

on this milestone we stand
amazed by His love
looking back

i have no regrets loving you.

watching you sleep

watching you sleep,
the nicest view i have
i dun wanna sleep so soon
cause i wanna be awake
when u get up
the fluttering of ur eyelashes
ur soft and gentle breathing
a work of art
im happy to see
ur smile, ur dreams
i share mine with u too.

i love u
and im sleepy too
when i awake,
i just wanna see u.

journey

a million minutes thus far
wonderful journey.

a thousand kisses
uncountable smiles
for the times that you stood by
and listend and loved and cared

a hundred moments that made me smile
so many more views we've shared together
i couldnt ask for more
you mean so much to me,
more to me now than yesterday
knowing you better and ive come to know
youre worth loving
and worth the effort

babe thank you for loving me
for giving so much
ad for taking on this journey with me
i never knew a small step would take me this far
and on the way thru ups and downs
youve proven urself so faithful
lovely and wonderful

this stretch of life has put us thru so much
we've reached and dreamed
hoped and prayed
i've seen and known so much

thank God for this journey with you
cause i know,
i wdnt have made it without you
God knows what we need on this journey.
and i need u

beautiful

youre beuatiful
i cant take my eyes of you
just keep looking an keep staring
i nvr knew a beauty so true

lovely pretty and absoulutely enchanting
i cant believe im loving you
and i get to hold you too
i jump around mroe these days
cause im so happy to be with you

youre beautiful
tts an understatement
from surface to within
i nvr dreamt of a beauty like you
would choose to love me

i wanna keep on loving you
no words enough to describe you
no other girl like you
cause youre just beautiful

and im crazy over you

even if i cdnt hear
i know holding you close
would be the best words i'd ever hear
and even if i cdnt see,
i'd remeber how ur touch feels

i dun wanna let you go.
i wanna spend my life with you
youve shown me so much
a love tt i hope will last

no one can ever come close
youre irraplaceble.
i dun regreat loving you
casue uve shown me a love
tt no other person can give.

*inspired by shin's shi jie mo ri*

youve given me a love so fine
beautiful and complete.
im happy with you
and i'd be satisfied
with holding you

thru lifes fiercest storms
and pretty views
youve helped me to weather the trials
and enjoy the view.

this arrangement's surely divine
i hope it'll last with His blessing
i love you, need u and want u

dont leave me u know u mean so much to me

more than any word can say for me.

beautiful

loving you
the most beuatiful
youve given so much
i dun ever wanna leave you
cause u love me so well

there's no other i'd rather be with
than you
i hope i'll be with u
through thick and thin
and even if the world would end
i still ant to love u

beautiful

loving you
the most beuatiful
youve given so much
i dun ever wanna leave you
cause u love me so well

there's no other i'd rather be with
than you
i hope i'll be with u
through thick and thin
and even if the world would end
i still ant to love u

here i will wait
and pray and seek
in this desert
im not alone
for He is with me
there is no place on earth where He cannot be found

here i lie
here i will pray on my knees
i'll bring to Him
all my desires and commitments
and hopes and dreams

i will give myself,
my all and i will trust
though He decides to take away
i will praise His name

i suffer not in vain for
i m not ready for eternity

wait for me.

dont say goodbye

please dont let me go
you might say that im better off without u
but i'd be broken

wat can i do to make you see
that i need you here with me
i dont want us to be amemory
cause i'll never forget the hurt
if this ends

please dont leave me
i want you in my life
al my dreams and hopes

i dun wanna break up
i can feel the tears
but i'll hold them in
and save them for another day

for life wd become tt much colder
without you in it.
wat kind of love
leaves me with only memories

Beg

i thirst and seek.
im hungry and so much in need
can You see my tears
in pieces, broken and afraid.
forgive me for asking and crying
You dont deserve this
but can i ask why?
why let me in this place and throwin
these burdens i carry
i cannot comprehend
wisdom i have not
Your ways too high for me
please hold my hand
catch my tears
count them and record them

holy are You. save me
catch me as i fall
dwn to my knees
collasping in need
of the strength only You can give

i give myself to You
only You understand
and with Your lvoe divine
help me to wait on You

words tt cannot describe
and descriptions tt cannot capture
the majesty the splendour the wonders
wisdom tt cannot fathom
how great His thoughts are

feeings, tears and emotions
that cannot tell
how touched this heart is
at knowing salvation truth and life

praises that are offered
and visions shared
sufferings gone by
they cant surpass eternal life
shared with my Creator

He beckons and calls
He answers prayers and calls
tt are offered on bended knees
with desparation or happiness

my heart gives thanks
to my Saviour.
yet it can never fully capture

His love for me

never

can i ever keep the promise,
that i'll never leave your side?
i'll do my best
and thank you for bearing
when im falling and crying
never sounds too much but
im willing to give t a try
this i say,
meaning every word i say
i'll never leave you

tts a cmmitment i'll learn how to make and
i hope i'll never regret
thank you for bearing
for hoping for loving
your the very best and
im glad to have you by my side

i love u.

milkshakes

of milkshakes
vanilla, strawberry and chocolate
couldnt really remember what you liked
but i know the banana one makes you feel better

you just called
and i wish we'd never need to remain so far apart from each other

sorry

the many times you remebered
to be there and to listen
to think i'd hurt you
and say the things that cut so deep

and im sorry i forgot
to say sorry

maybe pride stood in the way
callouseness and carelessness
not sensing not asking
not probing

and of all the things said and done
maybe sorry is just so hard to say

random

to see your smile
to catch your tears
i'd do anything
i'd give all i can

to hold your hand
a wonderful privilege
to kiss your lips
to feel your love

i nvr thought i'd be so blessed

to hold you when your blue
to say i love you
love didnt make us fools
we're wiser too

i need you
glad you love me too

something simple

this for you
in fewest words possible
i love you
thank you

dance,
there's lots to celebrate
stay together

simple moves and twists
something simple
not ballads or elaborate
moves on the tabletop

emotions,
sultry and rhythmatic
as one

Moment

this time in here right now
all that matters isnt yesterday
or anything else we cant change
i wanna cherish, live and love
you with all my heart

thank you for encouraging
for uplifting and supporting
your more than i cd ever ask for
for fixing when i was broken
and catching when i was falling

appreciating trusting and hoping
we're more than circumstances
than the chances and fate
thank God we're who we are

here,
after all thats gone
storms hails and snow
a moment not too soon

i love u

For you...

the rain pours on
it hurts me so with every drop
hot tears that reek of bitter anger
of fear, insecurity and sadness

holding on, feeling every thorn
they dont push me away, they draw me in
it dont matter how my tears are mixed
with the storm and the emotion

i wont let go i wont give in
ive got someone so special, and i pray
that she'll see it too
that she's more than her flaws

more than her insecurity, more than how
she cant understand.
love goes beyond reason, love's a choice
of feelings and romance

we'll learn how He wants it to be
He made you and me, for each other
a masterpiece worth admiring
someone worht loving

the rain pours, sometimes it takes too long
but im still here, only by Grace, by Faith
by Him, strength and confidence
i face the storm in the eye

i know the sun will shine through
He's there, the Son, glory
so many who care, we have so much
thankful, together, we're not lonely

i hope we'll never be

this words for you, my actions will prove true
how i love u so, dearly and need u so, much
stay, dun go.

the sun shines, the storm gone but i know another will come
yet He'll walk on the waters and give peace in the storm

The Song

its you i sing about
when we're away
it makes things easier to bear
and i know your there

celebrations and mourning
the song we've come to sing
ours and no one else's
unique cause we're together

it doesnt matter how you feel
the world looks at you
keep singing, keep dancing
with me, together

when its all messy
emotionally and
when things dun make sense
i hope our song makes u feel better

you

nothing happens by chance
meeting you, knowing you
the best thing that ever happend to me
your love, ever so tenderly

all the more beautiful
from inside out, what we have
the best memories you've given
i wanna cherish, to hold on

wintery seasons and hot summers
holding your hand, your touch
not anymore lonely
with what youve given me, lovely

we've changed for the better
by each other, by trials
together's the theme
for our love to last, to go on

i thank Him for you
He works in many ways, all day
love and forgiveness
found in His works, His Son

hold onto me
i need you, want you
your head on my shoulder
i know i've all i need, desire

Love Letter (written in love, in tears, in words)

im sure ur proud when you look back
on the smiles, laguhter and tears
and as u hold on
im amazed at what you'll go through
just to be with me

the memories carry us forward
the letters and conversations never forgotten
etched in our hearts, a love so strong
a lifetime wont ever seem enough

the words, the thoughts.
repeated and treasured, i wont ever be tired
even when i grow weary, when love's marathon
takes its toll
i know you'll be there to love, to care, to share
and to carry

thank you for all the beautiful moments
the effort, to desires, the trust, the nicknames
you've given so much to me, you've given yourself
and as i wirte, as i reflect, i cant help
but allow the tears to flow

i'll always remember how you sound,
how you look and how you love me.
i think of you everyday
and how you mean so much to me
i've never found a person so close to me

how would you feel? when you set your eyes upon this
a small expression of me, of thanks, of how youve changed
this man for the better, for the future
perhaps for a life we hope to share, to spend, to love
each other the best we can.

never enough

its never enough
these few hours
but i'll make do
and look forward to the day
when we're together forever

i want u, need u and i love you
words are never enough
to say how much, how deep and how wide

the times i hold your hand
i regret the times i forget
once i realise its never enough

these few moments
when you smile and when you laguh
when i comfort u in tears
but i'll make do
till we can spend a lifetime together

i never missed anyone so badly,
never felt so strongly for anyone before
i'll never walk away, even if the worse happens
i'll never get over you

the kisses, your touch and you holding onto me
i look forward to these moments
i hold so dear the memories
cause i dont have enough of you

i dont want this to end
its too pretty to let go
however you feel
i wanna tell you

its never enough