i fall on my face, i am amazed, by Your grace and mercy
how and why do You still love me, even in times i turn away from You
dont the cuts still sting? dont they remind You of Your time on the cross
when i sin, when i reject in thoughts, in actions and lie and pretend

i forget You so easily, yet Your word and presence shout out around me
i tire so easily, my heart weary from waiting and hoping that Your promises come true
crawling is all i can do, if i even want to, i feel the rocks and sand tear away flesh
i reach out to hold, Your outstretched hand. i listen, to Your soothing voice
i feel the pain, i want to press on, in the wintery season, i refuse to be bitter

washing down in rain, give me Jesus, give me Yourself, i need You in this dark hour
i will seek until i find, even though i am sick, even though i find no meaning
i will.