Saturday, April 07, 2007

wet shoes

dancing in these shoes
running walking to get me to you
i aint afriad of the storm
or the hot sun or you stepping on them
just to be with you
i'd put these shoes on the line

i dun care if my feet get wet
hot dry itchy or sticky.
maybe my shoes will get worn out
ahh, my precious shoes
but not as valuable as u are
i'd get my feet wet for u.

the walk with you has been so beautiful
i'd be blind and a fool
to give u up for anyone or anything else
i love u, more and more
dun let the storms stop me!
if i could i'd kick them away!

forests or pavements
the wild weeds that might entagle
or the wide rivers that might drown
i'd go across them in my shoes
just to get to you
cuts and bruises arent going to stop me
i love you too much.

and in any case the forest beasts get to me
i hope ull pick me up
theres only so much a donky
in the jungle can do
apply some ointment (you know which one)
hold my hand
and i'll be strong enough
to press on with you

i love u!

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

when you say you love me

when you say you love me
its not only the words i hear
its off a sincere heart
honest and bare,
wanting what's best

when you say you love me
i know ull give your best
i am comforted,
i love u too.

when you say you love me
the days ahead get easier to swallow
the difficulties become easier to accept
im that much more confident
with your hand in mine

when you say you love me
the stars seem brighter, the sun more beautiful
simple thigns become so much
more worht pursuing
im changed and so are you
for the better, for two.

thoughts

here i was
or maybe i should say here i am
i want this to be in past tense.
the distance sometimes is too much
on the same island and under the same sky

regimentation, discipline
all that shouting and fussing
maybe it really is a mountain
of a lil hill

oh how i wish time might pass
that much faster
through to the second half
through the months

why wouldnt they slow down
whenever im with you?
i wonder why i have so many days here
and so lil with you

never enough, but im comforted
knowing how we've become stronger
im amazed, at the work He has started
yet to be completed.

Friday, March 30, 2007

deep

this want in my heart
desire, only one

i want you by my side
for as much as possible
all the lil moments
the important and seemingly
insignificant
they make the bigger picture
and i wanna share them all with you

be with me, only you
can make me feel this way
i love you ever so deeply
youre special

words fail me, pitures arent enough
to describe, to capture, to take down
your beauty, your touch, your presence
i need you, so hold on, so love, so true

i miss u
i just do.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

pride

like a jewel on a crown
beautiful and complete
theres nothng about you
i'd change

im so proud of you
wanna show you off to the world
gona shout it out
not ever gonna hide it
my love for you

so amzed and satisfied
like a gem or a diamond
i wdnt let go
you make me proud
and i wanna show you off.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

seaside

the waves gently touch
raw sandbed, ebbing out
welcoming, it sweeps
slowly the sun goes down
the waves rush on,
the sand inviting
not resisting powerfully
taking pulling closer
ebbing has become a faster motion
the hunger can be sensed
the waves move
up and down
a more frantic rhythm
of love of caressing
touching, fingers of the waves shifting the sand
speeding up, the sun's going down
coming up, coming out
the earth breathes
rushing in tiding out
and then it all stops
as if its come to rest
relieved, its satisfied.
the moon has risen
to her daily place
having missed the passion
of the waves

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

dance, our dance

lets dance my dear
hold my hand and take me through
this privilege to dance with you
guide me along, this beautiful dance
we move to the music, of God.

tango, or salsa, we're passionate
and our dance shows it
i like your dress,
im so in love with you
you'll always catch me staring at you
you're so beautiful

and so we dance, in our concentration
the noises of applause, or jeers
the floor's rough at times
we're closer, and better
but it took and takes
all the wrong steps.

we've righted them
guided by God's own hand
hold onto mine,
i dun want to let go of you
theres no other i'd dance with
on this side of eternity
than u.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

and the more i think of it

and i keep thinking of it
about you ours and us
i wanna jump for joy dance and hop around
you make me so happy
glad and i know im sappy

this happy kind of poem's for you
coz i love it when youre happy
and when you smile tt pretty smile
or give me one of your kisses
im smitten, not like a kitten

delirious, delicious
my life never has been
and its so colorful, im learning
still loving and im glad
its you im loving

one of a kind
the only one, my heart would take
without you i'd break
hold my hand
play in the sand

this happy not so sappy
collection of words
for you, my love
my lizzy babe!

Friday, March 09, 2007

me.....

this so simple and true
love that can express itself
in this world
sometimes i cant see it
but sometimes i feel it

and i know your with me
im quietly praying for you
while your working
while im on the other side
thinking about you

and your smiles are so precious
your love, so uniquely special
a hug a kiss, blown to me
or finding my lips
blows me away

come comfort me, when im teary
i need you, selfishly so
when im on my knees
when im tired,
ure there...

there for me

Friday, March 02, 2007

no more such songs

songs of loneliness
i thought i might end up singing.
holding onto your hand
i know i shall not have to sing them

the songs ppl sing,
they envy and they feel
the pain, loss maybe

isnt it so good not to be that way?
i havent, nor will i ever,
regret each moment ive given to you
for that's a wonderful gift
the time youve sacrificed for me

the songs go on
but my heart sings with joy!
i never knew i'd have you
nor did i imagine being in love
would be this beautiful

dream like, divine,
never like how its sung
the songs, they're barely
the tip of the iceberg

so here, even tho i cannot sing
i sing with my heart
my strength, a soul song

no more songs of loneliness, sadness
wonder or imagination
i've got who i need, want
and desire

i love u.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

my dear....

oh the worries you bear
the weight of a few worlds
your shoulders can only take so much
take them to the Lord

my dear i love you so
your the sweetest gal
im glad uve given so much
please take care of yourself

remember the Lord!
oh His wings and grace
i know He will sustain u and i
and us and evryone else
nothing that comes to us
hasnt first gone thru Him

persevere, ure beautiful
and u are blessed with many many gifts!
if only we knew exactly what
but the Lord will help reveal them to us

but here i write, thinking abt u
and how we need each others' forgiveness so
i love you! and thats not all i know!
for He loves you too!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

my valentine

one day after, here i am
writing out the feelings i have
and glad to share
i know she, my special one
listens and cares
even though im difficult

she holds onto my hand
nurtures me
with a shower of love
what sincerity! what beauty!
and im only too glad to share in her

why must she be made
so far away from me
on the same island
but its always too far

she's my valentine,
special in my life
unique the only one
may i never set my eyes on any other

theres a hole in my heart
shaped just after her
i dont want to leave her
i just want to love
to cherish as much as i can
to learn, to live
with my pretty babe

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

love...

love, more than an occasion
than time can capture
nor give its full worth
to be with you
i dont want
forever or eternity
to ever be enough

this love in words
just a reflection of how much
i seek to be with u
never enough
what words and roses can do
this love ever so true

from God our Father
holding us together thus far
when i seek and i find
im contented to have found you
hold my hand, hold on tight
through the suns storms and moons
tears laughter and smile

love, not to be celebrated
on february the fourteenth alone
it'll do such great injustice!
to limit our love to a day
i love you and we celebrate
everyday, what God has given
through emotions, anger or happiness
through occassions, physical distance
hope, through prayer

on our Father's everlasting arms
wipe these tears away
these happy tears
touched by a love so strong
so divine, so blessed

love, true, changes, blesses
oh how blessed to give
to a soulmate, companion, best of friends
i love you
i'll be here, there, a prayer will do.
when u need me
and i need you just as much

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

babe im sorry

for all the times i didnt
pay attention or listen
those times that made
you cross with me

for the times i was late
for all our special dates
those days that kept
you waiting endlessly

babe i just wanna say
im sorry
these words from the bottom of my heart
i really am!

i know these words wont make do
wont undo all that has been done
please forgive me
i just cant let go of me

im so glad u still wanna love me
despite how i am
ridden with mistakes
wrong moves and poor choices
cant say the right thing
nor do i know wats going on

so for those days i made u mad
i just wanna say im sorry
it was my bad
babe dont leave me
i wanna say

im sorry

Friday, January 19, 2007

counting, memories

one two three
the days go by so quickly
everytime im with you
hold onto my hand
i wanna hold yours tight
and walk with u
in this life

the days into months
and the months into our years
memories upon smiles
laughter and tears
no regrets
giving this much to you

four five six
counting stars and hours
knowing that this time is ours
i love you
wanna make you feel loved
wanna love you
just you

the years into decades
oh how time goes so slow
sometimes it feels that
tomorrow is so far away

let me not wish our youth away
and we'll not let anything get in our way
i love you
and its more than feelings
more than a choice
so much more than words
yet these three words
says it all.

i love u!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

mood

when im down or when im out
moody or missing you
i know yours is a hand
i can hold onto

i love u and im glad
u love me too.
i wil do my best
for the one i love
you are so worth it

im in love with u
you encourage
please always do

even if ure cross
irritated or angry
thank you for forgiving me
i love u
and im glad u love me too

in this kinda mood
i miss u so
wet grey and not very sunny
uve given me one more reason to lvie
to persevere and live
my best

i love u
and im glad u love me too.
just the right kinda mood
whenever im with u

Sunday, January 07, 2007

His hands weave for us
such a wonderful story
i dunno how it will turn out
but i know He knows best
i love you for who you are
and i cant live without you

its more than the way you move
or the dishes u cook
ure touch or your sharing
or how u pester me so :)
its more than your smile
or ure kisses and ure hugs
i just love you!
for who u are
for all tt u are
can you look at the trees
the strong bark and height
what majesty in creation
bearing His fingerprints

the ocean roar or the ebbing waves
feel the sand beneath your feet
know that He carries
and be amazed at one so Mighty

the living creatures
from minute the enormous
the human body
so wonderfully complexed
works so well

and to know and believe that He
gave His Son.
the One who hung the stars where they are
and who is Holy beyond words

to save to heal and to forgive
a mission that is unlike any other
and who am i to question
i am in awe

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

i love u

theres so much about you i appreciate
the way you make me smile and laugh
even though my skies are grey
you choose to share them with me

you make sure i become a better person
you encourage give and love
theres no one else i'd rather be with
the sun still shines His face gloriuos

im so glad i have you on this journey called life
how you pick me up when im in pieces
or when i just cant go on
somehow you encourage and point towards God

its how ur hugs are
one of the greater comforts in the world
and how your kisses blow me away
im captivated
im overwhelmed and absoulutel;y in love with you


but most of all i just love you
for who you are
not who you were
or who anyone wants you to become
and i want to spend my life with you

Thursday, December 28, 2006

your song

this is a song for you
i know i cant sing but
i might as well try now

i love you
youre beautiful
it sucks that the internet isnt working well
but i know youll be home soon

so much more to take before we can be together
but its worth it every step of the way.

i wish it was easy on u and me
but i guess its not always the case
we'll make it through hand in hand
hugs kisses prayers and wishes

we'll sing on no matter what who says
maybe i'll croak along but i'll sing out loud
i love u and all this i do for u and us
i love u!

Monday, December 25, 2006

when u miss somebody

that feeling inside
the longing and the wanting
oh when you miss somebody
you want her to be home now
soon is never soon enough
she's always gone for too long
the days go on and i look forward
cause i know i'll be seeing her soon

oh when you miss somebody
you cant sleep too well
dreams and hopes and pictures will never do
they cant even substitute her warmth
that breaks the cold december weather

i just love her
and i wait as patiently as i can
for time doenst slow down thank God
and i wish she were here to pass these days with me.

oh when you miss somebody
someone's whos got a place in my heart
i know how that feels
cause she's not on this island for now
under the same big blue sky
coudy for now but the sun still shines

Sunday, December 24, 2006

this years so wonderful
glad to have shared it with you
missed you so
but i know you'll be home soon
and today will be a memory
a testimony that God holds strong and true

the sun will always shine on
its just that sometimes
its hidden behind some clouds
we'll keep our sights on His Son
His a face that cant be hidden
too great for human grasping
im glad we've got Him

so in love with you
i long for you
please return safely
swiftly and soon.
wish you were here.

and as 2006 passes on,
im glad our love holds on still
our efforts have not gone to waste.
thank you for giving ure best.

and i only want to give you my best
through the cold, rain winds and storms
youre so worth it
all my time efforts sweat and tears
i'll persevere, i dun want to let you go
you mean so much to me

i love u.
i only want to give you
my best
and if God willing my life too
this i want to share
youre special to me
i nvr want to leave you

and i know God has such a wonderful plan
that hasnt yet been fulfilled
dun fear the road ahead my dear
we'll work through it

and i love you
i cant live without you
u mean so much to me
my sweetest princess
none will take your place

Saturday, December 23, 2006

i like

i like it how i can be myself
in front of u
u give me so much
and i want to love you for the rest of my life

i like how ure kisses are, hugs and touches
i love you i just do
no rhyme or reason
shakespeare would be stunned
but God has made a wonderful arrangement

im still in love with u
and i love the way u love me
and how u motivate
ure all i want and need
in a person to spend my life with.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

snowy

cold and not alone
i know you love me
and tt keeps me gg
even tho ure so far away

i can touch u with prayers
im glad i know u
and glad to lvoe u

u mean so much to me
i cant wait for u to return
to warm me and hold me

is it snowing?
cold flakes of beauty

ure beautiful
and i love u!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

seventeen days

one two three
more than the stars in the skies
these days without you
snowy rainy cloudy

with each phone call
you uplift my spirits,
you make me smile
and i will go every extra mile

four five six
the numbers increase
and so does my love for you
it keeps getting better
with God's guiding hands
strong will almighty God

i still go on,
knowing you will return soon
and so i pray dream and hope
and long for you

seven eight nine
i can count the hours and the days
you'll soon be in my arms
no other can take your place
i hope we'll last forever

ten eleven twelve!
the excitement bubbles
the happness within me
at the though that i will
be seeing you soon.

thirteen fourteen fifteen
a little more to go
we will pull thru
the year slips back
and we've made it one more

sixteen seventeen
these days without you
God has provided, as always
reliable majestic

i love you
no words can express
these feelings i have for you
a smile, or a tear
for you alw touch my heart
and u have a place here!

Friday, December 15, 2006

happy

can you feel it
the happiness bubbling inside of me
threatening to make me dance
to jump for joy (i know ull tell me to jump)

its so wonderful so give of urself to someone
knowing that she'll love you back
for who you are

no matter how old we are
i will want to love you for who u are
when ure angry sad or plain silly
be who you are

cause i wdnt change u at all
no none at all

you love me with all u can
an im so happy to have you
to have known so many happy memories

hold my hand cause if you dun
i think i'll fly with joy
i love u
and im happy to hear u say tt too

happy happy happy
to be with u, tobe free
to be me
to love u
if i had wings if i could fly
i'd go to where you are
but i dun and i will wait
in love in hope with lots of grace

the days go by
each one faster than the previous one
im closer to seeing you
but its nvr close enough

its nvr enough
one two three or four
months days hours or years
i want a lifetime
am i too greedy?

i love u!
and these days
youve done your best
to help me get through

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

under the same blue sky
the clouds dont stop the sun
rains nor snow
wun dampen my love for you

here i wait looking, hoping
loving, praying and wishing
for her return in just a few days
too many for my fingers to count
but not too long for me to wait

i love her so
and she's worth the wait
worth the effort

no matter where we are
we share the same moon, sky
and our God, living and holy
wont ever et us down

i believe in Him
and all He has said
i love u
He knows, and He guides

so the snow and rain
clouds and cold
wun stop me
from loving u

Sunday, December 03, 2006

our ring

sitted on my finger
reminding me of my love
who has done so much for me
i love her so and this ring
just goes to show

everytime i touch it,
i feel her touch
i remember how we pulled through so much
and i know we will now
God's grace and mercy
thank You for liz

perched on my finger
i hope its not the last ring we buy
i want to spend my life with her
she's always on my mind
in beautiful memories
and when my heart aches for her

she's never too far
this i tell myself,
when it seems so
we've been thru so much
as this ring shows
this will strengthen us

God will make a way
for this love of ours

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

it sometimes just doesnt seem real
that someone like you wants to be with me
im glad i dont have to pinch myself
i can just ask u

and its more than a dream come true
its a blessing that God has given
and im glad to have you by my side
this life isnt lonely anymore
in this cement building

i love you and im glad you say it too
i still get lost in your eyes
and captivated by your smile
your thoughts are priceless
your touch,
valuable

Sunday, November 19, 2006

to listen to cherish to hold
your memories wishes and hopes
secrets and gems
thank you for sharing
i love you

and your everyword
is something i look forward to
to listen to hold and keep
thank you for the memories

you have made with me

Thursday, November 16, 2006

love, care, trust.

love, something youve given so much of
listening ears, a beautiful voice
theres no other i'd rather love
if only we could just be together
and not having to worry about anything that might separate.

care, its the way to move me
when i feel the burdens are too heavy
when the roads so long and makes me weary
if only i could see you everyday
the Lord will have His way

trust, youve given yours to me
and you have mine,
reliable, dependable,
and you want me as much as i want you
love me forever, let me love you forever

Saturday, November 11, 2006

the rain wont dampen my spirits
nor the high mountains daunt me
may nothing take away this love we have
snow or sun, in the heat and the cold

His love warms us
and keeps us safe.
no matter what the word throws at us
ask in His name

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

the night

the cold of the night
its removal of light
it wont scare me
the work that beckons and trails that reside
i wont be lonely

God's holding my hand
His staff and rod are with me
you're holding on so tightly
and it warms me

death has lost its sting
rising from shame to victory
my Lord, He'll nvr forsake me

He's given so much and given me
an angel by my side
through the storms she holds on
thru the tears and resentments

He has made us strong
in our weaknesses

Saturday, November 04, 2006

love, her, liz!

wet hair and a huge shirt
not a sight to see everyday
but a sight to behold
beauty that cant be captured
and whose hand i hold

sleepy voice when she awakes
and her concern for my aches and pains
i wdnt give her up
for any other
she's just too precious
too pretty too....
her.

taking me as i am
im free to be me
i love her lots
and
i want to learn how to treasure her

i pray and hope that i'll learn all i need
though it will cost me
pain, trials, tears even
but its worth it
to love the love

of my life
the greatest that has happend to me
after Christ and family.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

unique

i'll never find another
so beautiful, sweet and pretty
all her efforts are not gone to waste
she has a place in my heart

i hope we'll always be together
forever, on this side of eternity
no one can replace her touch
her love her cares

the way she moves, she always captivates
im still so in love
and there's no surprise
God has sustained us
and given so much and given me her

Friday, October 27, 2006

be with you
beyond these circumstances
to give my best
what i can
and not let these hold me down

beyond me beyond you
a power so real
a Being so great
letting me love u

call soon,
love me
love you

Thursday, October 19, 2006

elizabeth

your smile written on my heart
i wont forget but once is never enough
moving and encouraging
something i need to see

touch me and hold me
its not just security
your presence etched in my life
without which i'd wither and die

time has past too soon
yet i still want it to go along as it did
each day brings me nearer to you
closes the distance
and gives me hope
that one day
maybe i can wake up beside you

lovely memories im proud to call "ours"
its unbelievable but your a part of my life
i look forward to seeing your pretty face
and who knows maybe one day i'll call you my wife

your hands have left their mark on mine
and youve touched my heart so many times
your beauty your love and those pretty eyes
still in love, still miss you

dreams do come true, prayers are answered,
and you showed me just by loving me
thank God for you.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

happy with you
im absoulutely joyful
i could jump
and maybe even fly
cause i cant believe you
chose to love me
you bring out so much in me
you believe in me and give me wings! (like redbull)
im nonsensical and you love me.

happy times joyful months
Godwilling wonderful YEARS!
get the champange, im celebrating everyday.
i cd just hold u and fly
to some where private and away from this world.
throw away the number four
the books and notes
but keep the bible!
dun be a jehovah witness
i just wanna love you

LOVE YOU!

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

for all the times you made me laugh.
on cue on jokes or just the way u are
youve brougth joy in my life
actually u are joy,
at least thats part of your name

i love what u do
cause i like how you are
i love you and im glad u love me too
we'll have fun the way we want it
and laugh at ourselves.

thank you for loving
for kissing and sharing.
pray tell correct my english.
cause ure the best

open!

browser not working,
irritated i put in words
in hope of sunshines and openings
of emails and communication.

Monday, October 09, 2006

lookin back

on this milestone we stand
having been wounded and healed
broken and put back together
with grace so amazing
its wat allowed us to be here

and as i look back,
i am in awe, that a God so great
would come to our aid.
holding your hand,
i cant belive this is true!

looking back im proud of you
for the times youve shared and the times
you held on, to this, to me
for all the tears and cuts and scars
this is so beautiful
because i know who our Potter is

i noe He will provide,
marvourlesly. gloriously
more than enough
He wil overwhelm and conquer

on this milestone we stand
amazed by His love
looking back

i have no regrets loving you.

Friday, October 06, 2006

watching you sleep

watching you sleep,
the nicest view i have
i dun wanna sleep so soon
cause i wanna be awake
when u get up
the fluttering of ur eyelashes
ur soft and gentle breathing
a work of art
im happy to see
ur smile, ur dreams
i share mine with u too.

i love u
and im sleepy too
when i awake,
i just wanna see u.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

journey

a million minutes thus far
wonderful journey.

a thousand kisses
uncountable smiles
for the times that you stood by
and listend and loved and cared

a hundred moments that made me smile
so many more views we've shared together
i couldnt ask for more
you mean so much to me,
more to me now than yesterday
knowing you better and ive come to know
youre worth loving
and worth the effort

babe thank you for loving me
for giving so much
ad for taking on this journey with me
i never knew a small step would take me this far
and on the way thru ups and downs
youve proven urself so faithful
lovely and wonderful

this stretch of life has put us thru so much
we've reached and dreamed
hoped and prayed
i've seen and known so much

thank God for this journey with you
cause i know,
i wdnt have made it without you
God knows what we need on this journey.
and i need u

Friday, September 29, 2006

beautiful

youre beuatiful
i cant take my eyes of you
just keep looking an keep staring
i nvr knew a beauty so true

lovely pretty and absoulutely enchanting
i cant believe im loving you
and i get to hold you too
i jump around mroe these days
cause im so happy to be with you

youre beautiful
tts an understatement
from surface to within
i nvr dreamt of a beauty like you
would choose to love me

i wanna keep on loving you
no words enough to describe you
no other girl like you
cause youre just beautiful

and im crazy over you

Sunday, September 17, 2006

even if i cdnt hear
i know holding you close
would be the best words i'd ever hear
and even if i cdnt see,
i'd remeber how ur touch feels

i dun wanna let you go.
i wanna spend my life with you
youve shown me so much
a love tt i hope will last

no one can ever come close
youre irraplaceble.
i dun regreat loving you
casue uve shown me a love
tt no other person can give.

*inspired by shin's shi jie mo ri*
youve given me a love so fine
beautiful and complete.
im happy with you
and i'd be satisfied
with holding you

thru lifes fiercest storms
and pretty views
youve helped me to weather the trials
and enjoy the view.

this arrangement's surely divine
i hope it'll last with His blessing
i love you, need u and want u

dont leave me u know u mean so much to me

more than any word can say for me.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

beautiful

loving you
the most beuatiful
youve given so much
i dun ever wanna leave you
cause u love me so well

there's no other i'd rather be with
than you
i hope i'll be with u
through thick and thin
and even if the world would end
i still ant to love u

beautiful

loving you
the most beuatiful
youve given so much
i dun ever wanna leave you
cause u love me so well

there's no other i'd rather be with
than you
i hope i'll be with u
through thick and thin
and even if the world would end
i still ant to love u

Sunday, September 10, 2006

here i will wait
and pray and seek
in this desert
im not alone
for He is with me
there is no place on earth where He cannot be found

here i lie
here i will pray on my knees
i'll bring to Him
all my desires and commitments
and hopes and dreams

i will give myself,
my all and i will trust
though He decides to take away
i will praise His name

i suffer not in vain for
i m not ready for eternity

wait for me.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

dont say goodbye

please dont let me go
you might say that im better off without u
but i'd be broken

wat can i do to make you see
that i need you here with me
i dont want us to be amemory
cause i'll never forget the hurt
if this ends

please dont leave me
i want you in my life
al my dreams and hopes

i dun wanna break up
i can feel the tears
but i'll hold them in
and save them for another day

for life wd become tt much colder
without you in it.
wat kind of love
leaves me with only memories

Beg

i thirst and seek.
im hungry and so much in need
can You see my tears
in pieces, broken and afraid.
forgive me for asking and crying
You dont deserve this
but can i ask why?
why let me in this place and throwin
these burdens i carry
i cannot comprehend
wisdom i have not
Your ways too high for me
please hold my hand
catch my tears
count them and record them

holy are You. save me
catch me as i fall
dwn to my knees
collasping in need
of the strength only You can give

i give myself to You
only You understand
and with Your lvoe divine
help me to wait on You

Friday, September 01, 2006

words tt cannot describe
and descriptions tt cannot capture
the majesty the splendour the wonders
wisdom tt cannot fathom
how great His thoughts are

feeings, tears and emotions
that cannot tell
how touched this heart is
at knowing salvation truth and life

praises that are offered
and visions shared
sufferings gone by
they cant surpass eternal life
shared with my Creator

He beckons and calls
He answers prayers and calls
tt are offered on bended knees
with desparation or happiness

my heart gives thanks
to my Saviour.
yet it can never fully capture

His love for me

Friday, August 25, 2006

never

can i ever keep the promise,
that i'll never leave your side?
i'll do my best
and thank you for bearing
when im falling and crying
never sounds too much but
im willing to give t a try
this i say,
meaning every word i say
i'll never leave you

tts a cmmitment i'll learn how to make and
i hope i'll never regret
thank you for bearing
for hoping for loving
your the very best and
im glad to have you by my side

i love u.

Friday, August 18, 2006

milkshakes

of milkshakes
vanilla, strawberry and chocolate
couldnt really remember what you liked
but i know the banana one makes you feel better

you just called
and i wish we'd never need to remain so far apart from each other

sorry

the many times you remebered
to be there and to listen
to think i'd hurt you
and say the things that cut so deep

and im sorry i forgot
to say sorry

maybe pride stood in the way
callouseness and carelessness
not sensing not asking
not probing

and of all the things said and done
maybe sorry is just so hard to say

Sunday, August 06, 2006

random

to see your smile
to catch your tears
i'd do anything
i'd give all i can

to hold your hand
a wonderful privilege
to kiss your lips
to feel your love

i nvr thought i'd be so blessed

to hold you when your blue
to say i love you
love didnt make us fools
we're wiser too

i need you
glad you love me too

something simple

this for you
in fewest words possible
i love you
thank you

dance,
there's lots to celebrate
stay together

simple moves and twists
something simple
not ballads or elaborate
moves on the tabletop

emotions,
sultry and rhythmatic
as one

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Moment

this time in here right now
all that matters isnt yesterday
or anything else we cant change
i wanna cherish, live and love
you with all my heart

thank you for encouraging
for uplifting and supporting
your more than i cd ever ask for
for fixing when i was broken
and catching when i was falling

appreciating trusting and hoping
we're more than circumstances
than the chances and fate
thank God we're who we are

here,
after all thats gone
storms hails and snow
a moment not too soon

i love u

Sunday, July 30, 2006

For you...

the rain pours on
it hurts me so with every drop
hot tears that reek of bitter anger
of fear, insecurity and sadness

holding on, feeling every thorn
they dont push me away, they draw me in
it dont matter how my tears are mixed
with the storm and the emotion

i wont let go i wont give in
ive got someone so special, and i pray
that she'll see it too
that she's more than her flaws

more than her insecurity, more than how
she cant understand.
love goes beyond reason, love's a choice
of feelings and romance

we'll learn how He wants it to be
He made you and me, for each other
a masterpiece worth admiring
someone worht loving

the rain pours, sometimes it takes too long
but im still here, only by Grace, by Faith
by Him, strength and confidence
i face the storm in the eye

i know the sun will shine through
He's there, the Son, glory
so many who care, we have so much
thankful, together, we're not lonely

i hope we'll never be

this words for you, my actions will prove true
how i love u so, dearly and need u so, much
stay, dun go.

the sun shines, the storm gone but i know another will come
yet He'll walk on the waters and give peace in the storm

The Song

its you i sing about
when we're away
it makes things easier to bear
and i know your there

celebrations and mourning
the song we've come to sing
ours and no one else's
unique cause we're together

it doesnt matter how you feel
the world looks at you
keep singing, keep dancing
with me, together

when its all messy
emotionally and
when things dun make sense
i hope our song makes u feel better

Sunday, July 16, 2006

you

nothing happens by chance
meeting you, knowing you
the best thing that ever happend to me
your love, ever so tenderly

all the more beautiful
from inside out, what we have
the best memories you've given
i wanna cherish, to hold on

wintery seasons and hot summers
holding your hand, your touch
not anymore lonely
with what youve given me, lovely

we've changed for the better
by each other, by trials
together's the theme
for our love to last, to go on

i thank Him for you
He works in many ways, all day
love and forgiveness
found in His works, His Son

hold onto me
i need you, want you
your head on my shoulder
i know i've all i need, desire

Friday, July 07, 2006

Love Letter (written in love, in tears, in words)

im sure ur proud when you look back
on the smiles, laguhter and tears
and as u hold on
im amazed at what you'll go through
just to be with me

the memories carry us forward
the letters and conversations never forgotten
etched in our hearts, a love so strong
a lifetime wont ever seem enough

the words, the thoughts.
repeated and treasured, i wont ever be tired
even when i grow weary, when love's marathon
takes its toll
i know you'll be there to love, to care, to share
and to carry

thank you for all the beautiful moments
the effort, to desires, the trust, the nicknames
you've given so much to me, you've given yourself
and as i wirte, as i reflect, i cant help
but allow the tears to flow

i'll always remember how you sound,
how you look and how you love me.
i think of you everyday
and how you mean so much to me
i've never found a person so close to me

how would you feel? when you set your eyes upon this
a small expression of me, of thanks, of how youve changed
this man for the better, for the future
perhaps for a life we hope to share, to spend, to love
each other the best we can.

Monday, July 03, 2006

never enough

its never enough
these few hours
but i'll make do
and look forward to the day
when we're together forever

i want u, need u and i love you
words are never enough
to say how much, how deep and how wide

the times i hold your hand
i regret the times i forget
once i realise its never enough

these few moments
when you smile and when you laguh
when i comfort u in tears
but i'll make do
till we can spend a lifetime together

i never missed anyone so badly,
never felt so strongly for anyone before
i'll never walk away, even if the worse happens
i'll never get over you

the kisses, your touch and you holding onto me
i look forward to these moments
i hold so dear the memories
cause i dont have enough of you

i dont want this to end
its too pretty to let go
however you feel
i wanna tell you

its never enough

Friday, June 23, 2006

pray

there's only so much we can do
two person army of me and you
i pray each day
that i'll love you His way

high above in heavenly realms
our Lord Jesus reigns
He knows what's best
He'll lead us to everlasting rest

each day He leads,
i pray we'll follow
each day we're forgiven
may we share His grace

through tests and valleys
He is there for you and me
we fall and we stumble
with Him, we will not crumble

so i pray each day for you and me
to the One who created the stars and trees
i know our prayers are heard
He answers in glorius ways

Thursday, June 22, 2006

insecurities

when the paths get darker, longer and lonelier
i wanna be the one who'll walk with you

when you think this cant last,
i hope i can prove your doubts wrong

when you feel i wun last, when you dont believe that i chose you
i'll hold on and hold you in my arms

hold my hand;
i hope it'll always be there when you need it

let me take all your insecurities
all your fears and doubts
i'll do the best i can
to make them go away

on winged prayers
welcoming you with wide open arms

His grace sufficient
i know He'll come through for us
i'll do my best
and even if your still insecure
i'll love the woman
who chose to care for me

Sunday, June 11, 2006

green grass

the daisies and the grass
on the green meadows
feel the winds in outstretched arms
i'm just free to fly
cause you've given me the space
i love to be around you

dont go so soon
i dont ever think a lifetime's enough
this field's so wide
i hope we'll have time
to run around it together

He's made my life so much more beautiful
just by allowing me to fall in love
with you

dance with me darling
as we waltz around the flowers
the morning dew in our hair
as we laugh into the sun

the sun may come
but im sure we'll find a tree
the streams are refreshing
and the sunset beautiful

we'll marvel at the wonders of life
the times we can spend together
and hoping it'll last forever

it dun matter if the storm comes
He'll be with us
sheltering us
but we'll get wet

roll around in the grass
enjoy the butterflies
and our love for each other

Sunday, May 21, 2006

be with me

i wont ever want to look for anyone else
i hope i'll be with you always
you suit me so well
you love me so well

i wont want to leave you
i hope i'll never
i miss you so
its an indication of how much i need u

be with me
stay with me
i'll fail i'll fall
but hold on

i love you

Saturday, May 20, 2006

holding u in my arms
i wdnt let anyone take this moment away from me
looking into those eyes of yours
i just cant help but stare

such a perfect moment
if only it could last forever
but i await that time,
when we can just lie in each others arms

and did i forget to tell u?
tt you're beautiful tonight
tt ur smile still captivates me

and tt i love u still

more so with each day

Friday, May 19, 2006

If

if

so many possibilities i could spend my night wondering about what could have happened and what could not.

yet i'd know for sure what would happen
and what would not have happend

if we didnt meet, if 'we' didnt happen

i know for sure i'd be in pieces

i need you

if this ended today

i know for sure i'll fall apart, and never to be put back together
and i would wish that i had more time with you
it never seemed enough

if you never cared like you did, if God didnt put you in my life, if we didnt meet, if.....

i know for sure

we were meant to be...

it worked out so beautifully....

and i'm glad, i dun have to take care of the 'ifs'

Monday, May 08, 2006

hope

the words wont ever be enough
the days dun ever wear it down
i hope they never do

i cant believe how this has been
so perfect so fine
trials and stormy weather may come
but i will love you with my best

i hope i'll always see you smile
and may that day come
when i can wake up to find u
by my side

thank you for giving me so much
and for loving me even though
i 'm unlovable sometimes.

i hope we get to walk down the altar
and although its such a long way
i'll hope and pray

knowing every effort is worthwhile

cause they're for you.

anniversary

every day brings me closer to you
time passes so quickly
but im not complaining

we've got lots to celebrate
and ive got you to thank.
we've gone through so much
in such a short time

i only wish time wd pass by less slowly
but i know im not ready yet
so i'll aim to be the best person i can be

i've found a fuller life
thank you for holding my hand
i've found someone who's more than a friend
thank you for walking by my side

three simple words
they always make my day
and that's the secret of my added happiness

i love you
and may we always love each other
cherish, living, and ever smiling

Saturday, May 06, 2006

:)

looking back on yesterday, i'm glad we made it till today
i'm all smiles
i'm glad u chose me, that you love me
thank you
for all the times we did stupid things, i'm glad we are
i'm thinking of you
the times disagreements cdnt tear us apart
i'm still in love with you
the roads may get rockier, the times tougher
but we'll get through this together.

thank you for reading
i'll never know how much i mean to yo
but i just want to say
i can't live without you now

looking back on the times gone by, i remember
and i cherish
looking forward, i'm confident
and i got you

i owe you so much
for putting up with me
and loving me
and these three words i have to say

i love u!

Friday, May 05, 2006

brown eyes that tell me more
my heart could just stop
its more than the way she walks
can't seem to find the words
she renders me speechless

beautiful just isnt the right word
for it cant capture her looks

i cant believe she loves me

its more than a dream come true

but thank god

its real.

Friday, April 14, 2006

These Hands

they fit so well
i'm sure we're meant to be
a little squeeze tells me
more than words that u love me

through the rain and the sun
holding on so firmly
time will weather and wrinkle
but i hope we're meant to be together

these hands
hold the future
a symbol that we're what we are
only when we're together

these hands
hold so many memories
a reminder of what we shoulkd remember
that we're more than any two persons together

i only hope,
that these hands will never be far apart
but even if they are
they'll be in my heart

Saturday, April 08, 2006

The heart of Jesus

do you ever look outside your world?
do you feel the hunger and distress?
do you feel His pain?

reach out, pray for His love
to save the lost and not to condemn
to feed, clothe and love
the unlovable, the hated and despised

have you felt their pain?
their hurt, their need, their cries
have you looked beyond the masks?

on the cross He hung; separated and cursed
He saw all of humanity; went thru hell for them
He cried, He loved, He died, He rose,
He gave humanity hope, and a chance to live

all u who follow Him, do you share His heart?
all you who have His iight, do you hold it high?
all u who have the life, do you sing about it?

Sunday, March 26, 2006

no songs with your name on it
no candlelight dinners by the sea
yet despite all these
you still love me

so much i cant give
yet you still take me
you've taught me so much about love
its never about "me" and all about "forgive"

no feelings of romance
nor a handsome man
but you love me still
and give all you can

simple meals and short poetry
time together and sweet memories
i'm glad this is what our love's about

not the tangible but the meaningful
i love you!

elizabeth

running my fingers through her hair
thinking about all we've shared
dreams are never enough
they can't capture her beauty, her grace
she's God's masterpiece

looking into her eyes
i cant help but get lost in them
brown and expressive
telling me how much she loves me

i'd die for her kisses
everyone of them sweet
i'll keep their memories
an look forward to the next

my heart skips 3 beats when i see her
its just the way she moves and laughs
when she catches me staring at her
i cant help but smile and say
i'm glad you love me anyway

she's been with me such a short while
i hope and pray it lasts forever
i want to share my life with her

Friday, March 24, 2006

holding your hand

life's storms and winding roads
these past months have gone by too fast
we've been through so much
but i'm glad i'm in it
while holding your hand

i'll hold it as much as i can
in front of others to show
how proud i am of you
and how glad i am to have you

i'll tell the world who you are to me
maybe not so openly
but in ways you may not see

holding your hand down life's road
this chapter's never been better

thank you for holding onto mine too.

untitled

what would you say
if i told you i am sorry
would you believe me?
especially after all ive said

do words mean so much?
i dunno if they're really cheap
takes so much to build
and so little to tear down

what would you say?
if i said thank you;
for not holding anything against me

what would you say

Saturday, March 18, 2006

seasons

seasons gone by
the view changes every now and then
and i cherish every moment
that you spend with me
even if its for a few minutes
three hours or 15 days
anytime your with me
the view seems better

storms may come and snow might fall
but to me the scenery's always pretty
simply cause youre here with me
choppy waters and hail
wont give me frowns
not because we're in it together
but because Christ is the Lord
of the ups and downs

so whenever you feel im too far away
dont feel lonely or cry sad tears
enjoy what we have now
despite how little it seems
i'll do my best to bridge the gap
but trust in Him for the strength

tomorrow comes and the view changes
who knows what it might bring;
stormy weather or sunny skies
i know the view just got better
He's with us and you're with me
thank you for loving me

this season will go
its passing brings us one step closer
to a life together
i know it will never be easy
even if we dont go on forever
i'll look back and remember
how beautiful the view was

Monday, March 13, 2006

words

i love you more than words can say
or maybe i don't know enough words
to put down in pen and paper
exactly how i feel

sometimes i just stand still
wondering what to say to you
your smile still captivates me
and thats more than what words can say

months go by and i hope more will come
maybe i'll learn more words
to describe how you are
but words will never be enough

i love you more than what i can say
words never come through when i'm with you
still crazy over you, still want you close
pen and paper will never suffice

cause for you
words arent ever enough to describe

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Photo

touched the prints
reminding me of times gone by
and the tears we cry

i'm reminded
of how i miss your touch
i miss you very much

your smile is all i see
this photo reminds me
of who i have

touched the photo today
the tears almost came
you never seemed so far away

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Angel

be my angel
never high above me
as near as can be
i'll love you
for what you are

it doesnt matter
if you dont have wings
you'll still be the angel
of my dreams
its your song i'll sing
even if my voice falters

be my angel
as imperfect as you may be
you're beaultiful the way i see
i aint perfect too
but im glad i got you

it doesnt matter
if you dont have a halo
you're still my angel
as human as can be
i'll love you
no matter how you feel

Thursday, January 19, 2006

dont say goodbye

keep those farewells for later
im not going away forever
we'll be together
in rain or fine weather

dont say goodbye
i know its just courtesy
but i dun want to see you cry
hold onto me

it hurts to be far away
but this is not for us to say
i know He's in charge
for Him no burdens ever too large

dont say goodbye
i dun want to cry
we're not walking away
He's here to stay

i'll never know exactly how you feel
but He does love you
every tear's recorded
He's got everything laid out

its easy to say its not hard
babe, it aint easy w matters of the heart
but in case your wondering
i love u still

dont say goodbye
we'll be around
i'll be thinking of you
you'll be missing me

but as long as He's there
goodbyes dun ever last.
and He'll always be there
this time will go by fast

Blissful

loving you's never a burden
its always a joy
always something i love doing
i have to thank you for so much

its just the way you are
you've given holding hands
a different feeling
and blissful a new meaning

sometimes i wish
i knew you better earlier
but im glad im with you now
sharing our lives together

its just the way you are
now hugs and kisses
will nvr be the same
better than those in reel

stay who you are
but even if you dont
i'll try to keep up
thank you for being there w me

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

you

your smile, your tears, your life
i never knew i'd share them
but its a privilege
to have you by my side

the way you captivate me
even if the world doesn't think so
but i just want to let you know
i guess we're meant to be

its amazing how
your hand fits mine
however i feel, hold mine
and i'll feel fine

your scars, your hurts, your strifes
thank you for sharing them with me
you saw so much in me
things i never knew i'd see

what did you see in us?
today i see it too
you're worth every moment
i'm glad you love me too.

Monday, January 09, 2006

Bloodstained Hands

they still smell of the blood
the blood that sin caused
my tears come like a flood
its never enough to wash me

i can only come before You
ashamed and in need of You
how can i even stand before You?
these hands block my path

but try as i might
i can never reach You
yet You never gave up
You sent your Son

Cleanse my hands
purify me once again
i could only beg on my knees
yet You never turned me away

what grace is this!
that is sufficient for me
what love is this
that blots out the blood

these hands are cleaned once again
who knows, they might be dirty
yet God's grace abinds
changing hearts and cleansing sin

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Fly

i don't know if its just me
somehow whenever i'm with you
i get so high with a smile on my face
i hope no one else sees

it never gets old although
it seems always the same
i won't get tired of your touch

you take me so high
i think i could fly
kiss me everyday
and i'll never walk again

you have that effect on me
if i had wings it'll be plain to see
you can make my day

everytime i'm with you
i realise i'm still crazy over you
from the first time till today
i think of you everyday

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Thankful

walking down this road never seemed better
my smile's brighter
and there's the extra bounce in my steps

the night's dont seem cold anymore
i think the moon's laughing too
seems to much to ask for more

i'm so thankful for someone like you
such a blessing and i'm glad your with me
i aint gonna get blue!

i dunno how long this will last
but i'll enjoy the ride
whether on thorns or grass

one thing's for sure
i'll always be thankful
for someone like you!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Superhero

do you have a superhero?
im sure everyone has their idol
clad in costumes, tights and the like
or even the real in reel

oh im sure we have many names
our heros are rarely the same
celebrities or people on tv
even mommy or daddy

i know who my hero is
he's always around me
wanting the best for me
and he loves me so

you cant see him
but you can feel him
i know he's there
and he loves you too

make him your superhero!
he always beats the baddies
it dun matter where he stays
he can come into ur heart

oh, u dont knw who he is?
why he's jesus christ!
the one who chritsmas and easter
is named after

make him ur superhero
tell everyone around
cause he loves me
and loves you too

could you hold my hand?

could you hold my hand?
let me believe
that this will never end

dont pull away when im falling
hold me close
when im crying

i dun want this to end
i dunno wats going on
could you hold my hand?

Friday, December 02, 2005

Perth

sweetheart's gone down under
we're away from each other
for the longest time ever
my heart's aching for her

but i guess the hurting aint that bad
cause we'll be seeing eah other
so there's no need to be sad
she aint gone forever

she's over at the city of perth
a miilion miles away from me
at least we share the same moon
and i know she'll be home soon

the days will go by
so there's no need to sigh
we're looking at the same sky
that makes me feel that you're nearby

although we're so far apart
you're here with me in my heart
thank goodness you're not gone forever
or i'll just get weaker

the girl i deeply love
is so far away in perth
between me and her
is the longest distance on earth

don't worry,
i'm not resentful
cause i know she'll be home soon.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Yellow Car

anoher one goes by
there're so little of them
but we can always find one
and you always beat me to it

however this goes
we'll never know how many there are
but i'm sure there are those who know
how is it like to ride a yellow car

i'll always wonder how many times
you beat me to a yellow car
but i know for sure
i'll take time to be on par

you're never too far
whenever i see a yellow car
it always reminds me of your smile
and it'll take me the extra mile

Thursday, November 24, 2005

I Miss

two words running around me
the feelings swamp the room
you're all i see
i think i'm a little woozy
it might be the full moon
i wish i could see you soon
i know what you're thinking
i think that's how i feel
i'm getting crazyy
but really, that's how i feel

i miss, i miss, i miss you
touch me once again
and i'll be alright
i don't care if you think i'm insane
but i just want to see you tonight

memories of you around me
all your words from 'a' to 'z'
the stuff i hear and feel
i'm getting incoherent
but all i feel is you

hold my hand and let's fly
i'l take you around my topsy turvy world
where nothing's right side up
and everything's in a whirl

i miss, i miss, i miss you
kiss me and i'll get crazy
rest your head on my shoulders
i'll never be alright
or maybe it's just me

call me crazy
wake me from my dream
but although it may seem
upside down
wrong way around
topside up
and absoulutely nonsensical

i think i'm alright.

Tigers

watched your tears
upon your striped body
didnt think you had fears
in the midst of majesty

the times you ran with agility
through the forests and trees
nowhere never seemed to far
when you could run and jump

i'll never hear you roar
the times your pride
gave you wings to soar
it was then you were such a sight

your beuaty stripped by age
time never has any mercy
your dying body's only a cage
let go and run free

Monday, October 24, 2005

Winter (As Snow Falls)

snow falls,
pretty crystals on the front garden
little souveniers i can't keep,
they'd look nice on you

far from home,
my heart aches thinkng of you
tears fall,
one with the deep snow

how cold can it get
when you're not with me
how much can i take
you seem too far away

winds blow and lakes freeze
i call your name
accompanied by the gloomiest sight
i've ever seen

december offers no comfort
she's too cold for me
how i long for your hand in mine
and listening to you saying my name

fir cones and snowmen
the children play and i envy
if only you were here with me
then i'd be smiling along

its never too cold
when you say you love me
winter can never overcome
the warmth of your touch

this silly boy's getting all depressed
maybe he's lovesick
longing for you
hold him,

as snow falls.

Monday, October 17, 2005

superman

nothing on the physical plane
can match up to me
even if its world war 3

i could fly and i can soar
the clouds are my companions
providing meditative silence
and fear to those who come near

nine to five's never enough
superman don't do minimum stuff
the only break i take
is when i change my clothes

iisn't it enought for everyone"
hungry mouths are fed and
innermost desires satisfied
yet i can't save you
from a broken heart

high flying and famous
i never knew you could want more
the world's at peace
yet a tempest rages

superman don't exist
maybe only in my world
cause he can save everyone else
but can't be there
for the ones he dearly loves

the world's in one piece
but your world's come apart
just like your heart of yours
which you entrusted me to keep.

tears fall now and then
superman ain't real
he's a coward, running away
from he very problems
he could solve

running away and finding excuses
in his world where everything's perfect
and everyone's satisfied.

superman dont say sorry
superman never dies or gives up
but superman's only a facade
he's only a mere mortal.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Love is like a rose without the flower
It hurts when you get closer
When you want to give up
The thorns stab your heart
How can I hold on?
The bleeding just won’t stop

It hurts me so to choose
I want to hold on
But its getting messy
I can’t hold them in
Seeing you hurt by me

Why is love so full of thorns?
Its something I can’t grasp
All I want is to be there
But I’m too messed up.

Love is like a rose without the flower
Green, stark, ugly and hard to hold onto
How can it blind anyone?
But its got me.

Why don’t you just give up on me?
It’ll make things so much easier
Throw this rose away
It’s ugly and hurts me so.

I’m holding onto thorns
I’m bleeding, my heart crying
It hurts me
but all I want is to hold on.

*will u read this? juz leave me lying, i'm too proud to ask you......*