i like

i like it how i can be myself
in front of u
u give me so much
and i want to love you for the rest of my life

i like how ure kisses are, hugs and touches
i love you i just do
no rhyme or reason
shakespeare would be stunned
but God has made a wonderful arrangement

im still in love with u
and i love the way u love me
and how u motivate
ure all i want and need
in a person to spend my life with.

snowy

cold and not alone
i know you love me
and tt keeps me gg
even tho ure so far away

i can touch u with prayers
im glad i know u
and glad to lvoe u

u mean so much to me
i cant wait for u to return
to warm me and hold me

is it snowing?
cold flakes of beauty

ure beautiful
and i love u!

seventeen days

one two three
more than the stars in the skies
these days without you
snowy rainy cloudy

with each phone call
you uplift my spirits,
you make me smile
and i will go every extra mile

four five six
the numbers increase
and so does my love for you
it keeps getting better
with God's guiding hands
strong will almighty God

i still go on,
knowing you will return soon
and so i pray dream and hope
and long for you

seven eight nine
i can count the hours and the days
you'll soon be in my arms
no other can take your place
i hope we'll last forever

ten eleven twelve!
the excitement bubbles
the happness within me
at the though that i will
be seeing you soon.

thirteen fourteen fifteen
a little more to go
we will pull thru
the year slips back
and we've made it one more

sixteen seventeen
these days without you
God has provided, as always
reliable majestic

i love you
no words can express
these feelings i have for you
a smile, or a tear
for you alw touch my heart
and u have a place here!

happy

can you feel it
the happiness bubbling inside of me
threatening to make me dance
to jump for joy (i know ull tell me to jump)

its so wonderful so give of urself to someone
knowing that she'll love you back
for who you are

no matter how old we are
i will want to love you for who u are
when ure angry sad or plain silly
be who you are

cause i wdnt change u at all
no none at all

you love me with all u can
an im so happy to have you
to have known so many happy memories

hold my hand cause if you dun
i think i'll fly with joy
i love u
and im happy to hear u say tt too

happy happy happy
to be with u, tobe free
to be me
to love u

if i had wings if i could fly
i'd go to where you are
but i dun and i will wait
in love in hope with lots of grace

the days go by
each one faster than the previous one
im closer to seeing you
but its nvr close enough

its nvr enough
one two three or four
months days hours or years
i want a lifetime
am i too greedy?

i love u!
and these days
youve done your best
to help me get through

under the same blue sky
the clouds dont stop the sun
rains nor snow
wun dampen my love for you

here i wait looking, hoping
loving, praying and wishing
for her return in just a few days
too many for my fingers to count
but not too long for me to wait

i love her so
and she's worth the wait
worth the effort

no matter where we are
we share the same moon, sky
and our God, living and holy
wont ever et us down

i believe in Him
and all He has said
i love u
He knows, and He guides

so the snow and rain
clouds and cold
wun stop me
from loving u

our ring

sitted on my finger
reminding me of my love
who has done so much for me
i love her so and this ring
just goes to show

everytime i touch it,
i feel her touch
i remember how we pulled through so much
and i know we will now
God's grace and mercy
thank You for liz

perched on my finger
i hope its not the last ring we buy
i want to spend my life with her
she's always on my mind
in beautiful memories
and when my heart aches for her

she's never too far
this i tell myself,
when it seems so
we've been thru so much
as this ring shows
this will strengthen us

God will make a way
for this love of ours

it sometimes just doesnt seem real
that someone like you wants to be with me
im glad i dont have to pinch myself
i can just ask u

and its more than a dream come true
its a blessing that God has given
and im glad to have you by my side
this life isnt lonely anymore
in this cement building

i love you and im glad you say it too
i still get lost in your eyes
and captivated by your smile
your thoughts are priceless
your touch,
valuable

to listen to cherish to hold
your memories wishes and hopes
secrets and gems
thank you for sharing
i love you

and your everyword
is something i look forward to
to listen to hold and keep
thank you for the memories

you have made with me

love, care, trust.

love, something youve given so much of
listening ears, a beautiful voice
theres no other i'd rather love
if only we could just be together
and not having to worry about anything that might separate.

care, its the way to move me
when i feel the burdens are too heavy
when the roads so long and makes me weary
if only i could see you everyday
the Lord will have His way

trust, youve given yours to me
and you have mine,
reliable, dependable,
and you want me as much as i want you
love me forever, let me love you forever

the rain wont dampen my spirits
nor the high mountains daunt me
may nothing take away this love we have
snow or sun, in the heat and the cold

His love warms us
and keeps us safe.
no matter what the word throws at us
ask in His name

the night

the cold of the night
its removal of light
it wont scare me
the work that beckons and trails that reside
i wont be lonely

God's holding my hand
His staff and rod are with me
you're holding on so tightly
and it warms me

death has lost its sting
rising from shame to victory
my Lord, He'll nvr forsake me

He's given so much and given me
an angel by my side
through the storms she holds on
thru the tears and resentments

He has made us strong
in our weaknesses

love, her, liz!

wet hair and a huge shirt
not a sight to see everyday
but a sight to behold
beauty that cant be captured
and whose hand i hold

sleepy voice when she awakes
and her concern for my aches and pains
i wdnt give her up
for any other
she's just too precious
too pretty too....
her.

taking me as i am
im free to be me
i love her lots
and
i want to learn how to treasure her

i pray and hope that i'll learn all i need
though it will cost me
pain, trials, tears even
but its worth it
to love the love

of my life
the greatest that has happend to me
after Christ and family.

unique

i'll never find another
so beautiful, sweet and pretty
all her efforts are not gone to waste
she has a place in my heart

i hope we'll always be together
forever, on this side of eternity
no one can replace her touch
her love her cares

the way she moves, she always captivates
im still so in love
and there's no surprise
God has sustained us
and given so much and given me her

be with you
beyond these circumstances
to give my best
what i can
and not let these hold me down

beyond me beyond you
a power so real
a Being so great
letting me love u

call soon,
love me
love you

elizabeth

your smile written on my heart
i wont forget but once is never enough
moving and encouraging
something i need to see

touch me and hold me
its not just security
your presence etched in my life
without which i'd wither and die

time has past too soon
yet i still want it to go along as it did
each day brings me nearer to you
closes the distance
and gives me hope
that one day
maybe i can wake up beside you

lovely memories im proud to call "ours"
its unbelievable but your a part of my life
i look forward to seeing your pretty face
and who knows maybe one day i'll call you my wife

your hands have left their mark on mine
and youve touched my heart so many times
your beauty your love and those pretty eyes
still in love, still miss you

dreams do come true, prayers are answered,
and you showed me just by loving me
thank God for you.

happy with you
im absoulutely joyful
i could jump
and maybe even fly
cause i cant believe you
chose to love me
you bring out so much in me
you believe in me and give me wings! (like redbull)
im nonsensical and you love me.

happy times joyful months
Godwilling wonderful YEARS!
get the champange, im celebrating everyday.
i cd just hold u and fly
to some where private and away from this world.
throw away the number four
the books and notes
but keep the bible!
dun be a jehovah witness
i just wanna love you

LOVE YOU!

for all the times you made me laugh.
on cue on jokes or just the way u are
youve brougth joy in my life
actually u are joy,
at least thats part of your name

i love what u do
cause i like how you are
i love you and im glad u love me too
we'll have fun the way we want it
and laugh at ourselves.

thank you for loving
for kissing and sharing.
pray tell correct my english.
cause ure the best

open!

browser not working,
irritated i put in words
in hope of sunshines and openings
of emails and communication.

lookin back

on this milestone we stand
having been wounded and healed
broken and put back together
with grace so amazing
its wat allowed us to be here

and as i look back,
i am in awe, that a God so great
would come to our aid.
holding your hand,
i cant belive this is true!

looking back im proud of you
for the times youve shared and the times
you held on, to this, to me
for all the tears and cuts and scars
this is so beautiful
because i know who our Potter is

i noe He will provide,
marvourlesly. gloriously
more than enough
He wil overwhelm and conquer

on this milestone we stand
amazed by His love
looking back

i have no regrets loving you.

watching you sleep

watching you sleep,
the nicest view i have
i dun wanna sleep so soon
cause i wanna be awake
when u get up
the fluttering of ur eyelashes
ur soft and gentle breathing
a work of art
im happy to see
ur smile, ur dreams
i share mine with u too.

i love u
and im sleepy too
when i awake,
i just wanna see u.

journey

a million minutes thus far
wonderful journey.

a thousand kisses
uncountable smiles
for the times that you stood by
and listend and loved and cared

a hundred moments that made me smile
so many more views we've shared together
i couldnt ask for more
you mean so much to me,
more to me now than yesterday
knowing you better and ive come to know
youre worth loving
and worth the effort

babe thank you for loving me
for giving so much
ad for taking on this journey with me
i never knew a small step would take me this far
and on the way thru ups and downs
youve proven urself so faithful
lovely and wonderful

this stretch of life has put us thru so much
we've reached and dreamed
hoped and prayed
i've seen and known so much

thank God for this journey with you
cause i know,
i wdnt have made it without you
God knows what we need on this journey.
and i need u

beautiful

youre beuatiful
i cant take my eyes of you
just keep looking an keep staring
i nvr knew a beauty so true

lovely pretty and absoulutely enchanting
i cant believe im loving you
and i get to hold you too
i jump around mroe these days
cause im so happy to be with you

youre beautiful
tts an understatement
from surface to within
i nvr dreamt of a beauty like you
would choose to love me

i wanna keep on loving you
no words enough to describe you
no other girl like you
cause youre just beautiful

and im crazy over you

even if i cdnt hear
i know holding you close
would be the best words i'd ever hear
and even if i cdnt see,
i'd remeber how ur touch feels

i dun wanna let you go.
i wanna spend my life with you
youve shown me so much
a love tt i hope will last

no one can ever come close
youre irraplaceble.
i dun regreat loving you
casue uve shown me a love
tt no other person can give.

*inspired by shin's shi jie mo ri*

youve given me a love so fine
beautiful and complete.
im happy with you
and i'd be satisfied
with holding you

thru lifes fiercest storms
and pretty views
youve helped me to weather the trials
and enjoy the view.

this arrangement's surely divine
i hope it'll last with His blessing
i love you, need u and want u

dont leave me u know u mean so much to me

more than any word can say for me.

beautiful

loving you
the most beuatiful
youve given so much
i dun ever wanna leave you
cause u love me so well

there's no other i'd rather be with
than you
i hope i'll be with u
through thick and thin
and even if the world would end
i still ant to love u

beautiful

loving you
the most beuatiful
youve given so much
i dun ever wanna leave you
cause u love me so well

there's no other i'd rather be with
than you
i hope i'll be with u
through thick and thin
and even if the world would end
i still ant to love u

here i will wait
and pray and seek
in this desert
im not alone
for He is with me
there is no place on earth where He cannot be found

here i lie
here i will pray on my knees
i'll bring to Him
all my desires and commitments
and hopes and dreams

i will give myself,
my all and i will trust
though He decides to take away
i will praise His name

i suffer not in vain for
i m not ready for eternity

wait for me.

dont say goodbye

please dont let me go
you might say that im better off without u
but i'd be broken

wat can i do to make you see
that i need you here with me
i dont want us to be amemory
cause i'll never forget the hurt
if this ends

please dont leave me
i want you in my life
al my dreams and hopes

i dun wanna break up
i can feel the tears
but i'll hold them in
and save them for another day

for life wd become tt much colder
without you in it.
wat kind of love
leaves me with only memories

Beg

i thirst and seek.
im hungry and so much in need
can You see my tears
in pieces, broken and afraid.
forgive me for asking and crying
You dont deserve this
but can i ask why?
why let me in this place and throwin
these burdens i carry
i cannot comprehend
wisdom i have not
Your ways too high for me
please hold my hand
catch my tears
count them and record them

holy are You. save me
catch me as i fall
dwn to my knees
collasping in need
of the strength only You can give

i give myself to You
only You understand
and with Your lvoe divine
help me to wait on You

words tt cannot describe
and descriptions tt cannot capture
the majesty the splendour the wonders
wisdom tt cannot fathom
how great His thoughts are

feeings, tears and emotions
that cannot tell
how touched this heart is
at knowing salvation truth and life

praises that are offered
and visions shared
sufferings gone by
they cant surpass eternal life
shared with my Creator

He beckons and calls
He answers prayers and calls
tt are offered on bended knees
with desparation or happiness

my heart gives thanks
to my Saviour.
yet it can never fully capture

His love for me

never

can i ever keep the promise,
that i'll never leave your side?
i'll do my best
and thank you for bearing
when im falling and crying
never sounds too much but
im willing to give t a try
this i say,
meaning every word i say
i'll never leave you

tts a cmmitment i'll learn how to make and
i hope i'll never regret
thank you for bearing
for hoping for loving
your the very best and
im glad to have you by my side

i love u.

milkshakes

of milkshakes
vanilla, strawberry and chocolate
couldnt really remember what you liked
but i know the banana one makes you feel better

you just called
and i wish we'd never need to remain so far apart from each other

sorry

the many times you remebered
to be there and to listen
to think i'd hurt you
and say the things that cut so deep

and im sorry i forgot
to say sorry

maybe pride stood in the way
callouseness and carelessness
not sensing not asking
not probing

and of all the things said and done
maybe sorry is just so hard to say

random

to see your smile
to catch your tears
i'd do anything
i'd give all i can

to hold your hand
a wonderful privilege
to kiss your lips
to feel your love

i nvr thought i'd be so blessed

to hold you when your blue
to say i love you
love didnt make us fools
we're wiser too

i need you
glad you love me too

something simple

this for you
in fewest words possible
i love you
thank you

dance,
there's lots to celebrate
stay together

simple moves and twists
something simple
not ballads or elaborate
moves on the tabletop

emotions,
sultry and rhythmatic
as one

Moment

this time in here right now
all that matters isnt yesterday
or anything else we cant change
i wanna cherish, live and love
you with all my heart

thank you for encouraging
for uplifting and supporting
your more than i cd ever ask for
for fixing when i was broken
and catching when i was falling

appreciating trusting and hoping
we're more than circumstances
than the chances and fate
thank God we're who we are

here,
after all thats gone
storms hails and snow
a moment not too soon

i love u

For you...

the rain pours on
it hurts me so with every drop
hot tears that reek of bitter anger
of fear, insecurity and sadness

holding on, feeling every thorn
they dont push me away, they draw me in
it dont matter how my tears are mixed
with the storm and the emotion

i wont let go i wont give in
ive got someone so special, and i pray
that she'll see it too
that she's more than her flaws

more than her insecurity, more than how
she cant understand.
love goes beyond reason, love's a choice
of feelings and romance

we'll learn how He wants it to be
He made you and me, for each other
a masterpiece worth admiring
someone worht loving

the rain pours, sometimes it takes too long
but im still here, only by Grace, by Faith
by Him, strength and confidence
i face the storm in the eye

i know the sun will shine through
He's there, the Son, glory
so many who care, we have so much
thankful, together, we're not lonely

i hope we'll never be

this words for you, my actions will prove true
how i love u so, dearly and need u so, much
stay, dun go.

the sun shines, the storm gone but i know another will come
yet He'll walk on the waters and give peace in the storm

The Song

its you i sing about
when we're away
it makes things easier to bear
and i know your there

celebrations and mourning
the song we've come to sing
ours and no one else's
unique cause we're together

it doesnt matter how you feel
the world looks at you
keep singing, keep dancing
with me, together

when its all messy
emotionally and
when things dun make sense
i hope our song makes u feel better

you

nothing happens by chance
meeting you, knowing you
the best thing that ever happend to me
your love, ever so tenderly

all the more beautiful
from inside out, what we have
the best memories you've given
i wanna cherish, to hold on

wintery seasons and hot summers
holding your hand, your touch
not anymore lonely
with what youve given me, lovely

we've changed for the better
by each other, by trials
together's the theme
for our love to last, to go on

i thank Him for you
He works in many ways, all day
love and forgiveness
found in His works, His Son

hold onto me
i need you, want you
your head on my shoulder
i know i've all i need, desire

Love Letter (written in love, in tears, in words)

im sure ur proud when you look back
on the smiles, laguhter and tears
and as u hold on
im amazed at what you'll go through
just to be with me

the memories carry us forward
the letters and conversations never forgotten
etched in our hearts, a love so strong
a lifetime wont ever seem enough

the words, the thoughts.
repeated and treasured, i wont ever be tired
even when i grow weary, when love's marathon
takes its toll
i know you'll be there to love, to care, to share
and to carry

thank you for all the beautiful moments
the effort, to desires, the trust, the nicknames
you've given so much to me, you've given yourself
and as i wirte, as i reflect, i cant help
but allow the tears to flow

i'll always remember how you sound,
how you look and how you love me.
i think of you everyday
and how you mean so much to me
i've never found a person so close to me

how would you feel? when you set your eyes upon this
a small expression of me, of thanks, of how youve changed
this man for the better, for the future
perhaps for a life we hope to share, to spend, to love
each other the best we can.

never enough

its never enough
these few hours
but i'll make do
and look forward to the day
when we're together forever

i want u, need u and i love you
words are never enough
to say how much, how deep and how wide

the times i hold your hand
i regret the times i forget
once i realise its never enough

these few moments
when you smile and when you laguh
when i comfort u in tears
but i'll make do
till we can spend a lifetime together

i never missed anyone so badly,
never felt so strongly for anyone before
i'll never walk away, even if the worse happens
i'll never get over you

the kisses, your touch and you holding onto me
i look forward to these moments
i hold so dear the memories
cause i dont have enough of you

i dont want this to end
its too pretty to let go
however you feel
i wanna tell you

its never enough

pray

there's only so much we can do
two person army of me and you
i pray each day
that i'll love you His way

high above in heavenly realms
our Lord Jesus reigns
He knows what's best
He'll lead us to everlasting rest

each day He leads,
i pray we'll follow
each day we're forgiven
may we share His grace

through tests and valleys
He is there for you and me
we fall and we stumble
with Him, we will not crumble

so i pray each day for you and me
to the One who created the stars and trees
i know our prayers are heard
He answers in glorius ways

insecurities

when the paths get darker, longer and lonelier
i wanna be the one who'll walk with you

when you think this cant last,
i hope i can prove your doubts wrong

when you feel i wun last, when you dont believe that i chose you
i'll hold on and hold you in my arms

hold my hand;
i hope it'll always be there when you need it

let me take all your insecurities
all your fears and doubts
i'll do the best i can
to make them go away

on winged prayers
welcoming you with wide open arms

His grace sufficient
i know He'll come through for us
i'll do my best
and even if your still insecure
i'll love the woman
who chose to care for me

green grass

the daisies and the grass
on the green meadows
feel the winds in outstretched arms
i'm just free to fly
cause you've given me the space
i love to be around you

dont go so soon
i dont ever think a lifetime's enough
this field's so wide
i hope we'll have time
to run around it together

He's made my life so much more beautiful
just by allowing me to fall in love
with you

dance with me darling
as we waltz around the flowers
the morning dew in our hair
as we laugh into the sun

the sun may come
but im sure we'll find a tree
the streams are refreshing
and the sunset beautiful

we'll marvel at the wonders of life
the times we can spend together
and hoping it'll last forever

it dun matter if the storm comes
He'll be with us
sheltering us
but we'll get wet

roll around in the grass
enjoy the butterflies
and our love for each other

be with me

i wont ever want to look for anyone else
i hope i'll be with you always
you suit me so well
you love me so well

i wont want to leave you
i hope i'll never
i miss you so
its an indication of how much i need u

be with me
stay with me
i'll fail i'll fall
but hold on

i love you

holding u in my arms
i wdnt let anyone take this moment away from me
looking into those eyes of yours
i just cant help but stare

such a perfect moment
if only it could last forever
but i await that time,
when we can just lie in each others arms

and did i forget to tell u?
tt you're beautiful tonight
tt ur smile still captivates me

and tt i love u still

more so with each day

If

if

so many possibilities i could spend my night wondering about what could have happened and what could not.

yet i'd know for sure what would happen
and what would not have happend

if we didnt meet, if 'we' didnt happen

i know for sure i'd be in pieces

i need you

if this ended today

i know for sure i'll fall apart, and never to be put back together
and i would wish that i had more time with you
it never seemed enough

if you never cared like you did, if God didnt put you in my life, if we didnt meet, if.....

i know for sure

we were meant to be...

it worked out so beautifully....

and i'm glad, i dun have to take care of the 'ifs'

hope

the words wont ever be enough
the days dun ever wear it down
i hope they never do

i cant believe how this has been
so perfect so fine
trials and stormy weather may come
but i will love you with my best

i hope i'll always see you smile
and may that day come
when i can wake up to find u
by my side

thank you for giving me so much
and for loving me even though
i 'm unlovable sometimes.

i hope we get to walk down the altar
and although its such a long way
i'll hope and pray

knowing every effort is worthwhile

cause they're for you.

anniversary

every day brings me closer to you
time passes so quickly
but im not complaining

we've got lots to celebrate
and ive got you to thank.
we've gone through so much
in such a short time

i only wish time wd pass by less slowly
but i know im not ready yet
so i'll aim to be the best person i can be

i've found a fuller life
thank you for holding my hand
i've found someone who's more than a friend
thank you for walking by my side

three simple words
they always make my day
and that's the secret of my added happiness

i love you
and may we always love each other
cherish, living, and ever smiling

:)

looking back on yesterday, i'm glad we made it till today
i'm all smiles
i'm glad u chose me, that you love me
thank you
for all the times we did stupid things, i'm glad we are
i'm thinking of you
the times disagreements cdnt tear us apart
i'm still in love with you
the roads may get rockier, the times tougher
but we'll get through this together.

thank you for reading
i'll never know how much i mean to yo
but i just want to say
i can't live without you now

looking back on the times gone by, i remember
and i cherish
looking forward, i'm confident
and i got you

i owe you so much
for putting up with me
and loving me
and these three words i have to say

i love u!

brown eyes that tell me more
my heart could just stop
its more than the way she walks
can't seem to find the words
she renders me speechless

beautiful just isnt the right word
for it cant capture her looks

i cant believe she loves me

its more than a dream come true

but thank god

its real.

These Hands

they fit so well
i'm sure we're meant to be
a little squeeze tells me
more than words that u love me

through the rain and the sun
holding on so firmly
time will weather and wrinkle
but i hope we're meant to be together

these hands
hold the future
a symbol that we're what we are
only when we're together

these hands
hold so many memories
a reminder of what we shoulkd remember
that we're more than any two persons together

i only hope,
that these hands will never be far apart
but even if they are
they'll be in my heart

The heart of Jesus

do you ever look outside your world?
do you feel the hunger and distress?
do you feel His pain?

reach out, pray for His love
to save the lost and not to condemn
to feed, clothe and love
the unlovable, the hated and despised

have you felt their pain?
their hurt, their need, their cries
have you looked beyond the masks?

on the cross He hung; separated and cursed
He saw all of humanity; went thru hell for them
He cried, He loved, He died, He rose,
He gave humanity hope, and a chance to live

all u who follow Him, do you share His heart?
all you who have His iight, do you hold it high?
all u who have the life, do you sing about it?

no songs with your name on it
no candlelight dinners by the sea
yet despite all these
you still love me

so much i cant give
yet you still take me
you've taught me so much about love
its never about "me" and all about "forgive"

no feelings of romance
nor a handsome man
but you love me still
and give all you can

simple meals and short poetry
time together and sweet memories
i'm glad this is what our love's about

not the tangible but the meaningful
i love you!

elizabeth

running my fingers through her hair
thinking about all we've shared
dreams are never enough
they can't capture her beauty, her grace
she's God's masterpiece

looking into her eyes
i cant help but get lost in them
brown and expressive
telling me how much she loves me

i'd die for her kisses
everyone of them sweet
i'll keep their memories
an look forward to the next

my heart skips 3 beats when i see her
its just the way she moves and laughs
when she catches me staring at her
i cant help but smile and say
i'm glad you love me anyway

she's been with me such a short while
i hope and pray it lasts forever
i want to share my life with her

holding your hand

life's storms and winding roads
these past months have gone by too fast
we've been through so much
but i'm glad i'm in it
while holding your hand

i'll hold it as much as i can
in front of others to show
how proud i am of you
and how glad i am to have you

i'll tell the world who you are to me
maybe not so openly
but in ways you may not see

holding your hand down life's road
this chapter's never been better

thank you for holding onto mine too.

untitled

what would you say
if i told you i am sorry
would you believe me?
especially after all ive said

do words mean so much?
i dunno if they're really cheap
takes so much to build
and so little to tear down

what would you say?
if i said thank you;
for not holding anything against me

what would you say

seasons

seasons gone by
the view changes every now and then
and i cherish every moment
that you spend with me
even if its for a few minutes
three hours or 15 days
anytime your with me
the view seems better

storms may come and snow might fall
but to me the scenery's always pretty
simply cause youre here with me
choppy waters and hail
wont give me frowns
not because we're in it together
but because Christ is the Lord
of the ups and downs

so whenever you feel im too far away
dont feel lonely or cry sad tears
enjoy what we have now
despite how little it seems
i'll do my best to bridge the gap
but trust in Him for the strength

tomorrow comes and the view changes
who knows what it might bring;
stormy weather or sunny skies
i know the view just got better
He's with us and you're with me
thank you for loving me

this season will go
its passing brings us one step closer
to a life together
i know it will never be easy
even if we dont go on forever
i'll look back and remember
how beautiful the view was

words

i love you more than words can say
or maybe i don't know enough words
to put down in pen and paper
exactly how i feel

sometimes i just stand still
wondering what to say to you
your smile still captivates me
and thats more than what words can say

months go by and i hope more will come
maybe i'll learn more words
to describe how you are
but words will never be enough

i love you more than what i can say
words never come through when i'm with you
still crazy over you, still want you close
pen and paper will never suffice

cause for you
words arent ever enough to describe

Photo

touched the prints
reminding me of times gone by
and the tears we cry

i'm reminded
of how i miss your touch
i miss you very much

your smile is all i see
this photo reminds me
of who i have

touched the photo today
the tears almost came
you never seemed so far away

Angel

be my angel
never high above me
as near as can be
i'll love you
for what you are

it doesnt matter
if you dont have wings
you'll still be the angel
of my dreams
its your song i'll sing
even if my voice falters

be my angel
as imperfect as you may be
you're beaultiful the way i see
i aint perfect too
but im glad i got you

it doesnt matter
if you dont have a halo
you're still my angel
as human as can be
i'll love you
no matter how you feel

dont say goodbye

keep those farewells for later
im not going away forever
we'll be together
in rain or fine weather

dont say goodbye
i know its just courtesy
but i dun want to see you cry
hold onto me

it hurts to be far away
but this is not for us to say
i know He's in charge
for Him no burdens ever too large

dont say goodbye
i dun want to cry
we're not walking away
He's here to stay

i'll never know exactly how you feel
but He does love you
every tear's recorded
He's got everything laid out

its easy to say its not hard
babe, it aint easy w matters of the heart
but in case your wondering
i love u still

dont say goodbye
we'll be around
i'll be thinking of you
you'll be missing me

but as long as He's there
goodbyes dun ever last.
and He'll always be there
this time will go by fast

Blissful

loving you's never a burden
its always a joy
always something i love doing
i have to thank you for so much

its just the way you are
you've given holding hands
a different feeling
and blissful a new meaning

sometimes i wish
i knew you better earlier
but im glad im with you now
sharing our lives together

its just the way you are
now hugs and kisses
will nvr be the same
better than those in reel

stay who you are
but even if you dont
i'll try to keep up
thank you for being there w me

you

your smile, your tears, your life
i never knew i'd share them
but its a privilege
to have you by my side

the way you captivate me
even if the world doesn't think so
but i just want to let you know
i guess we're meant to be

its amazing how
your hand fits mine
however i feel, hold mine
and i'll feel fine

your scars, your hurts, your strifes
thank you for sharing them with me
you saw so much in me
things i never knew i'd see

what did you see in us?
today i see it too
you're worth every moment
i'm glad you love me too.

Bloodstained Hands

they still smell of the blood
the blood that sin caused
my tears come like a flood
its never enough to wash me

i can only come before You
ashamed and in need of You
how can i even stand before You?
these hands block my path

but try as i might
i can never reach You
yet You never gave up
You sent your Son

Cleanse my hands
purify me once again
i could only beg on my knees
yet You never turned me away

what grace is this!
that is sufficient for me
what love is this
that blots out the blood

these hands are cleaned once again
who knows, they might be dirty
yet God's grace abinds
changing hearts and cleansing sin

Fly

i don't know if its just me
somehow whenever i'm with you
i get so high with a smile on my face
i hope no one else sees

it never gets old although
it seems always the same
i won't get tired of your touch

you take me so high
i think i could fly
kiss me everyday
and i'll never walk again

you have that effect on me
if i had wings it'll be plain to see
you can make my day

everytime i'm with you
i realise i'm still crazy over you
from the first time till today
i think of you everyday

Thankful

walking down this road never seemed better
my smile's brighter
and there's the extra bounce in my steps

the night's dont seem cold anymore
i think the moon's laughing too
seems to much to ask for more

i'm so thankful for someone like you
such a blessing and i'm glad your with me
i aint gonna get blue!

i dunno how long this will last
but i'll enjoy the ride
whether on thorns or grass

one thing's for sure
i'll always be thankful
for someone like you!

Superhero

do you have a superhero?
im sure everyone has their idol
clad in costumes, tights and the like
or even the real in reel

oh im sure we have many names
our heros are rarely the same
celebrities or people on tv
even mommy or daddy

i know who my hero is
he's always around me
wanting the best for me
and he loves me so

you cant see him
but you can feel him
i know he's there
and he loves you too

make him your superhero!
he always beats the baddies
it dun matter where he stays
he can come into ur heart

oh, u dont knw who he is?
why he's jesus christ!
the one who chritsmas and easter
is named after

make him ur superhero
tell everyone around
cause he loves me
and loves you too

could you hold my hand?

could you hold my hand?
let me believe
that this will never end

dont pull away when im falling
hold me close
when im crying

i dun want this to end
i dunno wats going on
could you hold my hand?

Perth

sweetheart's gone down under
we're away from each other
for the longest time ever
my heart's aching for her

but i guess the hurting aint that bad
cause we'll be seeing eah other
so there's no need to be sad
she aint gone forever

she's over at the city of perth
a miilion miles away from me
at least we share the same moon
and i know she'll be home soon

the days will go by
so there's no need to sigh
we're looking at the same sky
that makes me feel that you're nearby

although we're so far apart
you're here with me in my heart
thank goodness you're not gone forever
or i'll just get weaker

the girl i deeply love
is so far away in perth
between me and her
is the longest distance on earth

don't worry,
i'm not resentful
cause i know she'll be home soon.

Yellow Car

anoher one goes by
there're so little of them
but we can always find one
and you always beat me to it

however this goes
we'll never know how many there are
but i'm sure there are those who know
how is it like to ride a yellow car

i'll always wonder how many times
you beat me to a yellow car
but i know for sure
i'll take time to be on par

you're never too far
whenever i see a yellow car
it always reminds me of your smile
and it'll take me the extra mile

I Miss

two words running around me
the feelings swamp the room
you're all i see
i think i'm a little woozy
it might be the full moon
i wish i could see you soon
i know what you're thinking
i think that's how i feel
i'm getting crazyy
but really, that's how i feel

i miss, i miss, i miss you
touch me once again
and i'll be alright
i don't care if you think i'm insane
but i just want to see you tonight

memories of you around me
all your words from 'a' to 'z'
the stuff i hear and feel
i'm getting incoherent
but all i feel is you

hold my hand and let's fly
i'l take you around my topsy turvy world
where nothing's right side up
and everything's in a whirl

i miss, i miss, i miss you
kiss me and i'll get crazy
rest your head on my shoulders
i'll never be alright
or maybe it's just me

call me crazy
wake me from my dream
but although it may seem
upside down
wrong way around
topside up
and absoulutely nonsensical

i think i'm alright.

Tigers

watched your tears
upon your striped body
didnt think you had fears
in the midst of majesty

the times you ran with agility
through the forests and trees
nowhere never seemed to far
when you could run and jump

i'll never hear you roar
the times your pride
gave you wings to soar
it was then you were such a sight

your beuaty stripped by age
time never has any mercy
your dying body's only a cage
let go and run free

Winter (As Snow Falls)

snow falls,
pretty crystals on the front garden
little souveniers i can't keep,
they'd look nice on you

far from home,
my heart aches thinkng of you
tears fall,
one with the deep snow

how cold can it get
when you're not with me
how much can i take
you seem too far away

winds blow and lakes freeze
i call your name
accompanied by the gloomiest sight
i've ever seen

december offers no comfort
she's too cold for me
how i long for your hand in mine
and listening to you saying my name

fir cones and snowmen
the children play and i envy
if only you were here with me
then i'd be smiling along

its never too cold
when you say you love me
winter can never overcome
the warmth of your touch

this silly boy's getting all depressed
maybe he's lovesick
longing for you
hold him,

as snow falls.

superman

nothing on the physical plane
can match up to me
even if its world war 3

i could fly and i can soar
the clouds are my companions
providing meditative silence
and fear to those who come near

nine to five's never enough
superman don't do minimum stuff
the only break i take
is when i change my clothes

iisn't it enought for everyone"
hungry mouths are fed and
innermost desires satisfied
yet i can't save you
from a broken heart

high flying and famous
i never knew you could want more
the world's at peace
yet a tempest rages

superman don't exist
maybe only in my world
cause he can save everyone else
but can't be there
for the ones he dearly loves

the world's in one piece
but your world's come apart
just like your heart of yours
which you entrusted me to keep.

tears fall now and then
superman ain't real
he's a coward, running away
from he very problems
he could solve

running away and finding excuses
in his world where everything's perfect
and everyone's satisfied.

superman dont say sorry
superman never dies or gives up
but superman's only a facade
he's only a mere mortal.

Love is like a rose without the flower
It hurts when you get closer
When you want to give up
The thorns stab your heart
How can I hold on?
The bleeding just won’t stop

It hurts me so to choose
I want to hold on
But its getting messy
I can’t hold them in
Seeing you hurt by me

Why is love so full of thorns?
Its something I can’t grasp
All I want is to be there
But I’m too messed up.

Love is like a rose without the flower
Green, stark, ugly and hard to hold onto
How can it blind anyone?
But its got me.

Why don’t you just give up on me?
It’ll make things so much easier
Throw this rose away
It’s ugly and hurts me so.

I’m holding onto thorns
I’m bleeding, my heart crying
It hurts me
but all I want is to hold on.

*will u read this? juz leave me lying, i'm too proud to ask you......*

Thirty

how special is this number to you?
the thirtieth entry here
it sure is special to me

i never knew i'd come so far
thirty pieces here and there
i'm still in one piece

the valleys' always seem
dark and dangerous
but they're worth it

the mountain tops
in humanity dun come by often
we always seem to stumble

falling failing finishing last
what's new you ask me
the lessons learnt!

every failure brings us closer
to who we're meant to be
so don't give up

so here i stand
thirty entries
how have i grown?

Katrina

the winds tore through
the town i knew
the rains swept away
the good ol'times i know

how could this be
the friends i knew
had all left me
they dont know how i feel

katrina came and she shouted
she roared and screeched
we felt the pain
i was numbed by her

coming uninvited and unwanted
bursting down the door of my home
taking my mother along
and leaving me briused and hurt

couldn't you have had more mercy?
on the poor like me?
now i'm so far away from home
and far away from memories

katrina you didnt have to do what you did
taking mom, dad and siblings
katrina i'm too tired to feel angry
i'm too depressed to shout back

katrina's angry tears flood my driveway
my tears flow
i cant stop them
let me cry here



*dedicated to the victims of hurricane katrina; do not give up*

geraldine

just to see you for one more day
the desire worsens the pain
its been so long, yet we're still the same

oh geraldine
just another day beside you
oh geraldine
although these feelings tell me otherwise
i know i aint what you need

i'm over here always looking out
i dont know if i should wait
maybe i should just leave

but not before i say what
might destroy who i know
yet words elude me
and your smile blinds me

geraldine,
i always wondered why
how two people can come so close
yet still remain so very far

catching those precious tears
watching for your every step
yet i cant come any closer
than where we are now


*resemblence to any person, living or dead, is purely coincidental and unintentional*

Loser

have i lost it?
the words dont seem to rhyme no more
can't seem to flow and simple terms
suddenly elude me

i think i've lost it
can't see straight or feel right
emotions shouldnt take control
but they didnt

i think i've lost them all
cant make you understand
wanna scream out but words
suddenly elude me

the picture painted doesnt come out right
trying to debut once again
but the layoff's been long
i think i've lost it all

yet this still appears
somehow miracles still happen today
i'm still shattered but i'm fine
have i lost it?

Tears Of God

tears of God that fell to earth
with him crying out loud
with anguish and deepest pain
his tears fell to those that rejected

taking on man and his limitations
he chose to fall under men's evil
flogged and mocked
even his friends left him

he wept over a dead man
and healed a countless many
nature didnt dare oppose he
who created the earth

how did he feel on that cross
crying his heart out
to one who turned his back on him
did he cry and did he weep?

those tears that continue to flow
can one so great be hurt by me?
he cries over humanity
and weeps over insincerity


why did they flow to earth
those tears of God
such deep concern for me
a love so great fear is afraid

tears of he who made me
becoming man like me
understanding and not judging
my tears are not enough

on nights so cold and lonely
where i've wondered in search
for pastures i thought were better
i hear His voice calling me
by name and I know His voice

despite tasting His words
that are as sweet as honey
still i looked for something
i thought was better
yet the world
couldnt offer peace like Yours

i've come to know the extent
of my sin that nailed You to the cross
my knees are stiff no more
my eyes no longer dry
as i fall on my knees
crying out in distress

He is faithful
and never lets go
i searched for Him
i drew near to Him
and He was there

He has forgiven me!
as i lie in His arms
knowing the peace i once forsook
knowing the slate has been wiped clean!

Reach

just so i could see your smile
the stars never seem far enough
but i'll bring them to you
or i'll bring you to them

reach out for you
you never seem to far away
though its your face i see
i wish you were reaching out as well

just so i could be with you
the world never seemed smaller
nor the rivers or seas any dangerous
i'll cross them all with my life at stake

i'm reaching out for you
but all i can do is to watch from afar
to watch every tear fall
and yet unable to do anything at all

why are we so apart
in times like this
where the world should've been smaller
yet i can't even see you face to face

reaching out for empty space
yet i still see your face
in empty dreams
you're still so far away from me

love

its night and i've left with ten minutes
to pen this and hope someone reads this
the moon is shining brightly outside
and how i wished she was with me

just to be in love with someone isnt easy
the cool night comforts me as i write on
i ask for more time yet the clock stares on
why is it she seems so near yet so far away

its not easy they always say yet its just too hard
to go on and not look side to side and inside out
others have what i want as the green eye of jealousy
envies the time others have with and spend with

the night beckons i must retire yet the moon shines on
the light isnt enough to light my way but i'll stumble on
if you were here with me what would you tell me?
if i was there with you, how would you look like?

The Rose

placed upon memories
of times gone by
both bitter and sweet
now he's gone by

leaving many in tears
and loved ones in question
age didnt matter
but he's timeless smile did

the rose she held in her hand
trembled and shook
wet with tears
it dropped

the rose fell upon him
along with tears of grieve
she collasped on her knees
fists on the cold wood

all she has left
are memories
all she ever wanted
was one more day spent with him

yet it ended too soon
as he left her behind

the rose
lies on top of the wood
cold and emotionless
yet warm with tears

and her memories

smile on sunshine

how will i hold on
so many years to prove my love
i'll take day by day
for tt smile on sunshine

life will throw its stroms
and its fair share of angry moments
but with u by my side
the sun will shine

how long will this last
i cant say for sure
i dun like promises
tt disappoint

but one thing's for sure
i'll be there i'll do my best
for my sunshine
and the smile tt tops it

sword

metal gleems on a polished hilt
wielded by feelings of someone
i do not know
it stabs twists and wrenches

my heart's out of place
stabbed repeatedly
im on my knees
holding on to the blade

seeing blood flowing from my hands
yet i will not let us go
the hilt bears my tears
as it nears my heart

the sword
draws deeper
i can feel no more
numbed and unaware

missing

miss youre vioce
even though its the
only sound in my head
miss seeing you
even though youre all i see

i dont like this silence
of both of us not talking
it hurts me so
i'll never let go

missing youre presence
even though youre with me
in dreams and empty spaces
miss talking to you
and im wondering
if you miss me too

it hurts to be away
when days become weeks
and when i cant remember
your smile, your laugh, your touch

i miss you, i really do
once isnt enough
im seeing you in dreams
im crying hurt tears

i miss you
i really do....


*dun get too worried, i guess i need to deal with everything inseide of me....and hopefully this helps*

tomorrow

one more day till i'll finally know
how it will be for us both
maybe we'll continue maybe we'll separate
but i can only wonder

will we have the chance to talk things through?
maybe we wont even get the chance
so many questions unanswered
so many questions yet to come

maybe thats why life's a thriller
maybe thats why life's so hard
but i hope we'll find the answers
by tomorrow

keep up

when the storms come
when you feel like giving in
keep ur head up
every cloud
has its silver lining

i'll keep up, i wun give in
patience my dear
im sure time will help
maybe we cant talk now
but im sure we'll work things out

i'll wait for ur answer
and i hope ull stay

this can come to a happy ending
its up to us
whether we'll stay
or let this go.

silence

that's the sound i hear
thats Him when He's near
I know there's nothing to fear
Even though He doesnt say anything

When the waves of human emotion
threaten to bring my faith to destruction
when i stumble, fall and sink into depression
His grace is sufficient,
His wisdom spoken through words of silence

Through the storms of life
through sorrows tears and strive
of men's taunts and hurtful lies
He's there for me, working in everything
silent as He can be

When i cry out to the heavens
when all is lost and forsaken
When i seem to get no answer at all
His silence convicts me
and saves me from my fall.

For through His silence,
He says: "Be still and know that I am God"

missing you (till it hurts)

miss ur vioce
even though
ur the sound i hear
miss seeing u
even though
ure all tt i see

every moment
i spend dreaming abt u
somehow it brings me closer
to the time i can see u

time doesnt wait for me
neither does it help us be together
i dont want to question why
for i fear asking in vain

miss talking to u
any other way
doesnt seem right
miss being w u
even though
ure w me in dreams

i try to reach across the distance
yet no matter how i try
ur hand is too far away
for this aching heart of mine

i dun want to be missing u
it hurts me too much sometimes
yet i dun want to let go of u
coz i dun want to hurt u

i scream why
i want to give up trying
i dont know why
we're so far apart
yet so close at heart

i still miss u
even though i try not to
i try to let go
to no avail

i scream, i cry out loud
in futile attempts
to alleviate the pains
of my aching heart.

roses words and love

scented and pleasent
though thorns it has
yet the joy it brings

things my heart can give
some money cant buy,
some only words can provide

things i'd love to give
i guess even roses nor words can bring
just care concern and affection

roses words and love
three things i strive to bring
maybe a single stalk
a phrase or an assurance of commitment

so heres to hoping,
ull accept all gifts i bring
tangible or not
i strive to hear u laugh
and to see u smile
and to prevent any tear.....

paper slip

she handed me a paper slip
folded neatly on a rectangle
my heart's in a flurry
its hard to entangle
what mistakes ive done in the past
when it all comes to haunt me
try as i might i cant stand fast
all my worries have gotten the better of me

the paper slip lies as it once was,
blue ink leaks through
revealing the shadow of words
that i worry to see

courage and strength fail me
as i struggle to open the slip
it lies taunting me
haunting me with memories
tt shdnt have been

mistakes tt were made
of times i was in a hurry
and things tt i said
the consequences are to great
for me to bear
worries to much for me to handle

all in a moment's past
my hands' stuck fast
to the paper slip
tts the source of my worries
it burdens me
to the extent i'd rather not look
why did i say the things i said
im burdened by regret
over the emotions i held

and the thoughts i now hold.

Search

feeding off the emotion,
drowning in the wave of emotion
lost in the emotive beats, rythm and blues

puuling a guitar string,
running away from questions
messing up everything

fighting alone,
soaring and never flying
dreaming alone

leaving them behind,
ever changing
souls quench for more

thirsty and hungry
falling on torn dreams
burnt by the fires of depths

let me break free
try to be me
try to let u see
its all tt can be

im standing here waiting in vain
trying thru the pain
im going insane

just for ur touch
ur words of speech
why must someone hold u back

i want to be free
i hope u see me
im all tt i can be
i know u see me

why must u be held back
why cant i bring this to one higher level
why?

singapore

to a home so far away
down streets of memory lane
sitted on waters calm
hopes and dreams all in one

i go down the road
back where i started
memories of loves
leaves, rain and of her

take a plane ride home
i see her there, distant far away
written notes of love
oh lead me home to u

daytime sunny sunshine
streets of straight uprights
never snowing maybe stormy
thats her home and mine too

we sing we danced we lived
oh it was so long ago
on that little land of ours
singapore our lil refuge

though it never was the best
with everything anyone could hope for
i'd take her anyday
sailing on winds just us alone

time dont change everything
but it doesnt wait for no one
im glad she found me
im glad we're together

dont matter where love was
i know its still with us
love stories still bloom
on our island so hidden away

moment

all i ask is a moment from u
time spent with candles and stars
a moment so long to end

just one stroll with u
down the streets of hearts
one moment for u

to me an eternity
every momnet spent with u
dont go

watches

silver lined gold frames
jewel encasted
with times signature
they never stop

falling from towers so high
lost in the chaos
bringing tears to loved ones
metal faces ever stern

cruel irony written
on their faces
the sad truth faces them all
time does what it likes

falling all around
forming memories
and memorials
watching us all

wet faces from tears
the hands still go on
till humans are outlasted
after the finality