my apology

so here i am to say im sorry
please accept this apology from me
its the best i can do
but i know the wounds are too much to heal

this my irresponsibility
saying words without thinking
exploding with no sense of my surroundings
i dont know how u'll forgive me but please do

one too many times, expectations held too high
i come crashing down again, from places too high
one too many times, love thats not right
Lord Jesus wont you be my light

so here i am to say im sorry
wont you please forgive me
i cant take this silence anymore
risking this friendship

im sorry i dunno how to deal
i dunno why i still feel
this way...throw it all away...
throw it all away...