and i still grope around for my answers
feeling the hurts deep down inside
stumbling around

im happy for you
that you've got what u needed
the freedom and the healing
the answers too

its just that im left, left alone,
groping, wondering, whats in it for me
so much given up but it wasnt worth it at all
here i drift away, away once more

i stay empty as ever, wishing things were different
they cant get any worse.
call it self pity, call it a childish want for attention
u cant understand it with busyness and on a higher platform.
words alone, words alone cant soothe any hurt..